COMA

The Past is Present in my Heart

"AAAAHH!"
"Non....Hey... hey look at me...look at me, that's it...it was only a dream."
Nanon held onto Ohm for dear life. He woke up in the middle of the night, soaking wet, crying into
Ohm's Chest.
"Hey...its okay, I am here, it was just a stupid nightmare"
"I am sorry, I have been having these nightmares lately...ever since I started reading the script for my new project."
"It's a horror movie, right?"
"Yeah..some sort of, Mystery Horror I would say...but I don't know why I am having these dreams, it scares the shit out of me..."
"Oh oh, didn't take you for the fearful type, I thought you loved watching horror movies", Ohm gave him one of his shity smirks and pinched his cheeks.
"Yes, I do because I know it's not real you dumbass....when you dream, you think you are right in it, so you can't really tell the difference you know, just like In the movie Inception...."
Ohm made a confused face, like almost every time Nanon referred to a movie they already watched.
"Inception? Leonardo DiCaprio?....Oh come on, we have watched that movie maybe 4 times?"
"Yeah, because you forced me to..." Ohm said, eyes focusing on Nanon. Then he continued with a smirk "you know I can barely say NO to your wishes..!" He pinched Nanon's cheeks to get a dimpled smile out of him and of course he was successful. Why did he have to turn every conversation into a flirt show? How was Nanon going to concentrate when he did that, and being so goddamn cute while doing it.
Ohm let out a high-pitched giggle upon seeing Nanon's dimples, which made Nanon smile even more. Ohm's high pitched giggles were the cutest, Nanon thought, but of course, he would never tell him that. The Man was already too confident as it was. No need to boost his already swollen Ego some more.

Nanon looked at the Watch hanging on the Wall. It was 3 o'clock in the morning and they had to wake up in about 3 hours to get ready before the show continued, they were in Safehouse Afterall. Why did he have to have those god forsaken Nightmares? And to make things worse...during Safehouse too, where they regularly had busy schedules and exhausting exercises as challenges. Nanon wouldn't survive this, he was too tired and now he dragged even Ohm into his Nightmare Mess.

"You should go sleep with P' Tay downstairs from now on..."
"Why?"
"Because my Nightmares are here to stay for the time being Pawat, please do as I say...for ones?" Nanon tried to get out his sweetest kitty look but to no avail with Ohm.
"No..not doing that"
"Ohm, please...look at you...its fucking 3 in the morning. You are awake, not because you couldn't sleep but because of me-"
"Am I complaining?"
"No but-"
"Non, listen to me, you know me, very well." Yes he did "If something gets on my nerve or I feel uncomfortable, I will tell you...I am totally fine, waking up with you at 3 in the morning, just to comfort you and help you sleep again...you would do the same for me..." -Yes he would, but that was different-"So, let me be with you, help you....stop pushing me away every time things get tensed. People can't survive on their own, they need somebody every now and then" Ohm cupped Nanon's cheeks and got dangerously close to his face, so close their noses were touching.
"Let me be that person every now and then...okay?" He gave Nanon a very short peck on the lips and Nanon melted like butter. His cheeks were so warm from the sudden intimacy that he felt as if he was burning up inside. In that exact state Nanon was in right now, he would have done anything for Ohm, he just had to say the word. Ohm had him. The Moment he locks eyes with him, Nanon switches his personality with that of a stupid 12- year old Groupie, ready to kill and die for his idol. He would forget the world for a split second, his mind, body, and soul revolving only around one Planet called Ohm Pawat. Only Ohm could do that to him. Thankfully Ohm didn't know that and Nanon intended to make it stay that way. So of course, Ohm stayed with him that night and all the nights after until they finally left Safehouse and went back to their own apartments. Nanon missed his own 4 walls, his peace of mind, his alone time...but sometimes, when he laid there in bed, he wished strong warm Arms would hug him from behind, keeping him warm and cuddled in. He got used to sleeping in one bed with Ohm. When Ohm was around, he felt at ease.
What was wrong with him? Safehouse wasn't the first time he slept in one bed with Ohm, he did that several times before, even before Bad Buddy. They used to hang out a lot, playing video games and watching movies-with Chimon of course – but nevertheless, they did. But it felt different this time, in fact it felt different all the times after Bad Buddy. Everything felt different after Bad Buddy. At first he tried to blame it on his character Pran, but Pran was long gone in Safehouse. What he was feeling now was him, Nanon's feelings, not Pran's. He knew that. He was just too stubborn to admit that about 95 % of the time.
Ohm seemed to be just fine. He didn't have to deal with Character bleed like Nanon after each and every Role, he just memorized the lines for the series and deleted them out of his brain, once it was over. So Ohm, was always Ohm and Nanon hadn't recognized any changes in his day-to-day behavior with him. He was fine kissing and pecking Nanon on the lips and cheek every now and then, was fine hugging him with only a towel covering his lower body, he was fine lifting him and spinning him around like a little princess without feeling awkward or anything. That was Ohm – without any care in the world. He would do what he likes, when he likes and with whom he likes. Nanon sometimes envied that about him. Doing things without a care in the world. Nanon was naturally to emotionally attached to people. He couldn't do that – even if he tried. His feelings for Ohm had changed, he just didn't know in which direction. He just knew that Ohm probably didn't feel the same way and that their friendship was far more important than some stupid feelings that probably stained from bits of the character Pran.