de Santis (complete)

chapter fifteen

jordan cruz

my dad comes into my room "it's friday night, you have to go see your mom"he says i get out of bed and grab my car keys

"see you on monday"my dad says "you'll see me tonight"i say

lola cruz
dinner

jordan picks at his food

"so i was thinking next weekend when your with me you could meet the guy i've been seeing"i say "you moved out three weeks ago"jordan mumbles

"i don't want to come here anymore"jordan says "you haven't even slept here"i say "i don't want to"jordan says

"i don't want to meet a guy you've been dating for three weeks"jordan says "we've been dating for three months papi"i say "i'm um i'm gonna go home, i'll be here next weekend but i don't want to meet a guy you've been sleeping with cause you clearly can't keep your panties up"jordan says disgust filling his voice

jordan cruz

i go to ace's house

"hi"ace smiles as he hugs me "can i use your shooting range?"i ask "are you okay?"he asks tears well in my eyes

"noah isn't here, you can tell me what's going on"ace says softly

"sh-she's had a boyfriend for three months"i say "who?"ace asks "m-my mo-mom"i cry

"an-and she wants m-me to meet him"i cry harder ace hugs me

santiago cruz
a few hours later

"no lola you are in the wrong!"i shout "we have been seperated for three fucking weeks and you tell our son that you've been dating someone for three months and that you want him to meet the guy you cheated on me with with!"i say "santiago"lola says "he is recovering from self-harm"i say

"he told ace he wanted to drive his car off a cliff tonight and you did that! not me not ace or anyone else except you!"i say

noah de santis

"how was your day?"my dad asks "good i aced my exams"i say my dad claps

"can i sleep on your floor tonight?"i ask my dad nods i smile

"hey kiddo"my dad says "yeah?"i ask "maybe sleep at jordans tonight"my dad says "why?"i ask "stuff with his mom"my dad says i nod "i'll call jordan"i say

i grab my phone and call jordan "hi"i say "hey"jordan mumbles "let's have a sleepover"i say "let's do it at your house since my dad has meetings at his house in the morning"i say "maybe another night"jordan says "i'll be over with some candy and some snacks"i say "noa-" i hangup

i pack an overnight bag and go downstairs

"i'll be back for lunch tomorrow"i say my dad nods and hugs me "i love you"i say "i love you too"my dad says

jordan cruz
30 minutes later

noah comes into my room with bags filled with snacks and drinks

noah puts his laptop and mini projector down

"go change into pajamas"noah says i get up and take my jeans off "i sleep naked"i say "you can sleep naked but were not cuddling if you do"noah says "i'll put sweatpants on"i say

"what'd you get?"i ask i put a hoodie on "uh some drinks you like and a lot of snacks"noah says "thank you"i say as i lay by him he nods and turns on his projector

"let's watch scandal"i say "the one with the character named olivia pope?"noah asks i nod he nods and signs into his hulu account

an hour later

i rest my head aganist noah's arm and kiss it

noah runs his fingers through my hair and tugs softly

i sit up "are you okay?"noah asks "do you wanna smoke?"i ask "sure"noah says

i grab my pack of cigarettes and a lighter

"can we share a cigarette i don't want my own"noah says i nod and light my cigarette

noah takes the cigarette from my mouth and takes a drag he passes it back to me and keeps watching our show

"i can kill your mom if you want"noah says "or her mistress or whatever"he says i laugh "maybe"i say "no one would ever know"noah says

"i'm tired"noah yawns as he turns over i lay behind him spooning him "please don't get a boner"noah mumbles i kiss his shoulder and close his laptop and turn off his projector

"do you wanna cum?"he asks "ye-yes please"i beg "your such a good boy for me"he praises he lifts my head and kisses me i push aganist him and kiss him deeper

morning

"jordan"noah groans i bunch the blanket around my boner "god it's reallly fucking hot"noah says as he gets up and opens my window

noah unzips his jacket "woah"i say "since when do you wear trans tape?"i ask "my ribs are fractured"noah says "f-from what?"i ask "it doesn't matter"noah mumbles

i pull noah closer to me and look at his ribs "noah"i say softly "what happened?"i ask "i uh i got jumped at school and w-was feeling dyshporic s-so i started sleeping my binders and wore them all day"noah mumbles

"who jumped you?"i ask as i get up wrapping my arms around him

ghost and april come into my room noah pulls away from me and zips his jacket up

noah and i go down to breakfest

i fill noah a plate and hand it to him

noah pushes the hair out of face, i try not to stare but he looks really attractive

"what?"noah laughs as he looks at me "nothing"i lie "i need to leave soon i'm going to get some piercings"noah says i nod "what piercings?"i ask "tonuge and eyebrow"noah says i nod

an hour later

i open noah's car door

"um have fun"i say "thank you"noah says

"i love you"i say "i love you too"noah says

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