>>> I'm a mess <<<<
I'm a mess, I've done him wrong.
By him, I mean my boyfriend Mathew.
It seems that my hormones have gotten the best of me. No, I can't blame everything on that, knowing that a part of my insecurities had something to do with what happened. I had let conflicting thoughts and crazy assumptions, get away with consuming my mind. I wonder whether I had been silent for too long, that just at the wrong time, I exploded.
I suspected him of being unfaithful to me and now he's angry with me. How could I possibly think to question his loyalty, when he's proven time and time again, where his heart steadily beats.
I've accused him of something foreign, concerning us. We promised each other that we would never utter such foul words, but then I broke the promise and I think I put a crack into our solid ground.
How could I do such a thing?
Regret is surely there and as time goes, it is growing bigger. I don't like this.
Well don't blame me, blame it on you, you don't know what you want and now your emotions are contagious towards mine. I can't think straight and I just speak without any further thought.
Gosh, I'm a mess.
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Hello Melody.....Goodbye Harmony.
Short StoryAll I've ever wanted, was for you to hear from me. Yet here we are. You don't know me but I do. I've long awaited this, now the time has come for you to know me, the only way it can be done and yes....Remember me. Remember my words, Remember me.