Hello Melody.....(7).

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                                                         >>> A start over <<<

A day had begun, the sky bright and blue, birds singing, wind swaying the trees side to side.

A beautiful day it is.

I was smiling for no reason, eyes having been opened and appreciation for all things new within me.

Months have flown by and we are waiting for your arrival, which would be anytime soon from now.

I had gone shopping with Matthew today and we had such a great time. Seeing him admire the beautiful and cute baby clothes was the most touching thing, I'd ever seen.

Who would have thought that the Mathew Graham would go all teddy bear, at the sight of small clothing?

One thing I didn't expect from him though, would be him turning out to be a little diva.

He would have bought the whole store, had I not dragged him out of there. Mathew is strong alright, but at that moment, I would have been much stronger. 

He will make such a great father and I know that you two, will be so close.

You two have such a great bond already, I'm anxious to see it with my own two eyes once you enter into this world. I know at first I battled with alot of emotions and to get used to you, but now I am.

I am not only used to this but I've found comfort in knowing that there is no more me, but there is an us. We do things together and we are a part of each other. It's crazy but honestly, I can say it is amazing. I haven't seen you physically yet, but thoughts of us connecting eyes for the first time, that surely makes my heart to jump.

I can't even think of you not being so close to me. You're like my personal diary, I share things with you and you listen. Not that you have much of a choice.

Being out there with Mathew felt right, it made the vision of the new life something worth looking forward to experiencing. You are already a part of us but to actually picture you, being part of the real world with you, was something that made my heart to jump.

I no longer see something worth forgetting when I think of you, I no longer want to cry at the thought of such responsibility. I no longer see possibilities without you in my life. I think of you, I see you and now I want a start over.

A start over is good and that's why I want it with you.

Lets start over my little Cherry.

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