Hello Melody.....Goodbye Harmony.

Hello Melody.....(12).

>>> Hello Melody<<<

There were not enough words for me, when I thought of the moment our eyes finally met.

I've thought over many scenarios, over and over again, and still, after stressing, my mind would go blank.

The time is near and that alone, makes me nervous. I kind of don't want you to leave me alone but then I remind myself, that in my arms, is where you will rest.

A real life human being.

Cherry, why are you ready, so early?

9 months has flown by so fast, it feels just like yesterday, when I found out about you. I was overwhelmed the first time, I felt younger than I feel now. I have grown in these 9 months, I am also 9 months older.

I have added 9 months to my 17 years.

I have planned but at the same time, I haven't. We are ready, Mathew has said time and time again that we are, but I feel unsure. I want to do things right, for you.

Thinking about me, has been the last, but thinking about you, has been the first. I think about you before me, it's such a natural feeling to have and I find no problems with it. My words are surprising, right?

Like I said, I am 9 months older.

We have had conversations, no, I have had conversations with you while you responded in your most unique way. All I could do, was make up your response along the way.

Though I have a twin sister, but because we've been joined together for 9 months, you are like my other half. I have fallen in love and yes, you are at fault.

I can imagine you tiny, to the point that you would scare Mathew. He's big built now but because of how tiny and fragile you would look, like all the new borns, it'll really be a scary moment for him. No, maybe adding myself in there, makes more sense.

You are ready now, I can feel that you are ready. You are just waiting for your right moment, not mine. And I see nothing wrong with that. This time, whenever it will be, will be all about you.

You have taken center stage and claimed your place, you are what anyone talks about mostly, and I can honestly say that I have frowned more times in my life now, than I have ever, due to the wild imaginations of who you would take after. You are the first grandchild and that is where the excitement lies. I can't blame them.

Tonight, tomorrow or the day after, you choose and I will be waiting.

I have said Hello Melody many times, without words, because every emotion transferred to you. Now I will say Hello Melody, with words and eye contact.