chapter thirteen

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Then the next morning they went back to their normal lives as the next week went on. They kept acting like a couple without noticing it. Love grew without them knowing it, but something was different about this week.

Kyle had stolen Cartman's book and had read all about it. Cartman was a deep person but just never really showed it. He didn't like telling people about all his secret interests in things just the ones he thought were cool but everyone hated them. In fact, Kyle had read that Cartman always wanted to try looking at the stars on his roof. He had read that Cartman had seen people do it but it seemed like he'd need a partner. He didn't want to be in the cold alone, he wanted a friend to stare with.

It wouldn't be that hard to climb up a roof, plus to see his eyes shine like a fresh hazel coffee was worth it. His heart fluttered thinking about how he stupidly said the name Khal~.'Just imagine the words 'Khal~I love you~"

WAIT, no, no 'love' no. Kyle wasn't gay, especially for Cartman. He didn't like Cartman he hated Cartman. He was his enemy...but was he?

He then felt milk drip from his face.

" GOD DANMIT!" He yelled at himself.

Kyle wiped his nose and went on a walk. It was the evening so it felt cold but not that chilled. Then walking next to him at almost the same pace was Craig. He was just walking, then he asked.

" Hey, Craig nice evening isn't it," Kyle asked.

" What do you want now," Craig said not giving a shit.

" What do you mean?"

" First you ask me for gay lessons. Then your boyfriend harassed Tweek because Cartman was being called gay by the girls. Then you steal my hair which I felt I just had to tell Tweek that it wasn't a venomous spider trying to kill him. It's never just talking you always want something."Craig explained.

He was right, Kyle needed to get something off his chest.

" Craig, how did you find out you were gay?" Kyle asked.

" I was forced to spend time with Tweek, at first I thought he was an annoying paranoid shit. But we talked and we learned about each other. He wanted to learn how to act well so we could escape each other. But when he asked his eyes were dandelions in a field and wished to live in it. Then we broke up after acting too good, at first I thought I was mad at him for putting the blame on me. But I realized I guess I was sad and mad at myself for liking a dude. But I guess just a feeling like heart-pounding, bloody nose, wanting to be in their arms and look into their eyes. But I don't know it's different for everyone."

" So what if you are faking gay? Do you turn gay?" Kyle asked.

" I told you not to fake it. It'd either go horribly, or you'll just find out. Kyle I don't like you or your friends that much, I'll be honest. You sent me to Brazil, you make Tweek stressed out, and all four of you start drama that devolves into chaos every day. There is a lot about all four of you guys that I just don't like. But I must tell you now don't reject yourself. If you like whoever you like then just like them. Maybe fall in love, I'm going to tell you now it's better to just go into the unknown and find out. It's better than rejection of yourself but keep questioning. Now please fuck off cause I really don't want to be a part of your guys' shitty romance novel. I have someone to meet at an exact time, or he'll freak out."

He walked away, but Kyle was perplexed, Rejection of himself...never. He knows to respect himself, he knows not to reject. Cartman and him are different, they are forced to be with each other. Definitely not like what happened with Tweek and Craig people pressured them to be with each other. He then stopped thinking about it, realizing that they were kinda like them.

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