.CHAPTER 40 - SUMMERTIME SADNESS.

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𝐒𝐔𝐌𝐌𝐄𝐑𝐓𝐈𝐌𝐄 𝐒𝐀𝐃𝐍𝐄𝐒𝐒

It was about 2 days until our flight back to london. The talk with sydney cleared everything up for me. I told her everything, when i mean everything i mean everything.

Which alternately caused the answer of me and Rafe splitting up. I couldn't even bare to look at him when i told him we couldn't be together. He tried to keep apologizing and didn't believe me when i said were done.

I ultimately also decided london was the one for me, i wasnt ready for a new chapter. I had to regain myself before i regained a new life.

I was currently getting ready for the going away party, my dad and ward had arranged at our place.

I tightened my summer dress strap looking in the mirror. I hadnt slept since the night on the boat with rafe. I couldn't sleep. Everything felt like a heavy weight, I couldn't stop crying. My whole world had finally figured itself out but i was consumed by the darkness of my own mental health.

I was officially full of summertime sadness. My body had nearly shut down from stress overload, but I backed it up exhaust-fully.

My dad had invited close friends of ours; alè, aylisha and her brother including their parents, the camerons and a few others. Obviously i had no say in this but what was the harm of taking part?

I walk down the stairs already finding both entrances to the inside of the house swung open, the summer heat still pricking at everyones skin.

I see cayden waiting in the lobby talking to my dad. His eyes look up at me, having the same brown sparkle everytime. I see his lips light up into a grin.

"Cayden." I swing my arms around him, hugging him. We hadn't spoke to eachother in a while, i missed his presence. The last time i was even in the same space as him was at the party, he was mad at me because me and rafe were together but he soon apologized.

"Lei." He hugs me back, pulling away first to check he hadn't spilt his drink.

My eyes turn to look where cayden was,neveah walks in hand in hand with mikayla. My eyes widen.

"Hey lei." She waves at me. I smile and wave back still stood close to her cousin. I make my way over to her leaving cayden and my father to finish.

"Hey." I hug neveah. She smiles at me.

"Finally official?" I look at the pair, mikayla shoots a nervous look and neveah.

𝓶𝔂 𝓯𝓲𝓻𝓼𝓽 𝓵𝓸𝓿𝓮 - rafe cameron Where stories live. Discover now