Sarah P.O.V
"It doesn't matter if you love me." I retorted.
"Is it because you love Jude."
"No I don't love Jude. He doesn't even like me anyways." I scoffed.
"What do you mean by that?" he asked.
"He left me after we had sex and told me his parents were going to be home soon so he kicked me out of his place."
Kylian let out a laugh.
"And you let him do that to you." he laughed looking at me with his eyebrows raised.
"Shut up."
"That just means he doesn't have respect for you."
"Coming from a guys perspective."
"He just wanted to hit." he muttered grabbing his phone to check the sounds coming from it.
"Is it Natalie?" I asked peeking over to see his phone.
"U-uh yeah." he replied nervously.
"I know your lying Ky. What is it." I sternly asked.
"It's my parents. They want me to chose between futbol or the baby." he sighed.
"I know how much you love futbol. Maybe you can still do it on the side." I encouraged rubbing his back.
"No. I cant Sarah. It's not that easy."
"I'm the team captain of the team which means I have to stay after school for 2-3 hours everyday. I won't have time for that when I become a dad."
"Well then you have to decide what's best. I can't tell you what to do. You have to figure it out." I replied.
"Life was easier when we were just freshman. We had no idea what being an adult was even like. And now we're seniors." he pondered.
"I know I remember."
"You were like the first guy I ever had a serious relationship with." I told him feeling his intense gaze on me throughout the conversation.
"Yeah I know." he acknowledged brushing his hand over mine.
"You were the first girl who taught me how to love someone as corny as it sounds." he laughed.
"Really?"
"Yeah. I tried to date other girls but they would just throw themselves at me and didn't care about anything but their looks." he explained.
"That's like most girls at our school." I laughed.
"Yeah exactly." he agreed.
"But you were different. Which is why I fell in love with you."
"Ky-"
"I know you like Jude but I don't like seeing you with him. I see the way he looks at you."
"He likes you Sarah."
"I don't think so. He literally kicked me out of his room after having sex with me."
"That's just how he is. Nonchalant."
"Yeah I guess." I sighed.
"Can I kiss you?" he asked like he knew it was going to be the last time ever.
"U-uh I don't kn-now Ky."
"Okay I get it. It's fine." he said getting up from the bed and walking towards his door.
I quickly walked up to him and grabbed his hand turning him around to face me and kissed him on the lips.
"I love you too."
"You should go." he sighed pulling me off him.
"You just asked me??" I asked frustrated.
"I'm not the one you really want anyways." he responded.
"Okay whatever Ky. Get out of my way I'm leaving." I stated pushing past him and out the door.
I cant believe he just made me out to be some kind of desperate girl.
He just asked me to kiss him and then backed away from me like he didn't want it anymore.
"Guys." I scoffed.
Jude P.O.V
"Fuck Magui keep going." I replied pushing her head further down my dick.
"Your s-so big Judey." she cooed pulling her mouth off my dick letting the spit drip on the floor.
"Get up." I demanded bending her over in front of me.
"Just fuck me please." she begged wiggling her ass in front of me.
"Fuck s-so good." I groaned slamming in and out of her kind of loose pussy.
It didn't feel nearly as good as Sarah's.
But this was the only way I could get her off my mind because I was starting to develop feelings for her and whenever I did , it never ended well.
I always ended up cheating or ghosting my girlfriends so that's why I never dated.
I had commitment issues mainly because I didn't trust that someone would want to be with someone like me.
I wasn't perfect and I had major flaws like ghosting issues but that was who I was and I didn't feel bad about it because I couldn't control myself.
"JUDE F-FUCK I-I'M GONNA CUM." she yelled over exaggerating her orgasm.
I rolled my eyes and focused on her pussy instead of her fake moans and imagined it was Sarah.
"Shit shit S-Sarah." I whispered making sure she didn't hear as I dumped my load into the condom.
I pulled out of her and immediately put my clothes back on.
"Why don't we cuddle Judey." she giggled still naked and crawling up towards me.
"No. Get out we're done here." I nonchalantly replied.
"Your no fun." she huffed putting her clothes on and leaving my room.
"Fucking slut." I mumbled grabbing my phone to check my socials.
Natalie posted a picture of her sonograms and captioned it "can't wait to have a baby shower."
I still couldn't believe she cheated on me even though our relationship never got serious.
I was never the one who got cheated on but cheated on girls instead so it was still a shock to me but I ignored it giving it no attention.
I wonder what Sarah was up to right now.
Should I call her?
Authors Note
this was kind of a filler chapter. what do we think? any ideas for the new chapters???
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young love
Romancesarah has to choose between her boyfriend of whom she has a long history with or a new boy by the name of jude bellingham who has recently transferred into her school.
