Sarah P.O.V
"You can't be serious Sarah." Jude exhaled putting both hands over his face.
"What do you mean by that." I sternly asked.
"You don't know what your saying."
"You think just because someone sleeps with you it's love."
"That's not how it works." he hastily replied.
"I've never been more humiliated than I feel right now." I said taking in a huge breath before exhaling.
"I don't love you. I'm not going to lie to you because I care about you."
"That's okay. I understand Jude." I replied.
It was true that I was feeling undoubtedly upset and I felt like I just got my heartbroken but the truth of the situation was, I had nowhere to stay.
So I had to suck it up and accept whatever he had to say because I had nowhere else to go in the middle of the night.
"Do you want to stay or-
"Yes I'm staying." I spat hiding myself underneath the covers desperately trying to hold back my sobs.
"I-I'll sleep on the couch." he spoke softly.
"Great. So first you say you don't love me and now you want to get the hell away from me huh." I muttered in between my shaky voice.
"No it's not like that. I just thought you might want some space after......you know." he admitted shrugging his shoulders.
"I would feel better if you slept next to me."
"I get scared sleeping alone sometimes so it would be nice if you did." I whispered.
He didn't say anything but I heard him shuffling around and then felt the bed dip right next to me.
"Let me know if you need anything." he told me before pulling the covers over himself and turning off the light switch.
The truth was that I couldn't sleep after what he just told me.
My heart was broken and I wasn't about to get any sleep in the following hours.
I tried to keep my shaky breathing to a minimum but it was quite hard since the room was very quiet and you could literally hear us both breathing.
"Are you awake." he whispered.
I acted like I was sleeping but he caught on soon enough and nudged my shoulder.
"I know your awake Sarah." he retorted.
"Even if I was why does it matter. It's not like you care if I'm asleep or awake."
"Look I'm sorry but I thought I would rather tell you the truth than give you a false answer."
"It's okay just drop it please. I don't want to talk about this anymore." I sighed feeling a tear escape from my eye.
"I know you might think you feel that way but I feel like your confusing your feelings with someone else."
"I don't understand what you mean by that." I questioned.
"I mean you just said you love me and it's only been a few weeks which I understand but maybe you've been thinking about someone else ?" he said.
"Are you talking about Ky?"
"Kylian. Yeah."
"You think I love Kylian? After everything he's done to me by cheating on me and then getting that bitch pregnant." I yelled.
YOU ARE READING
young love
Romancesarah has to choose between her boyfriend of whom she has a long history with or a new boy by the name of jude bellingham who has recently transferred into her school.
