Sarah P.O.V
I walked through the sweaty people looking for Kylian.
At first, I wanted to apologize but I changed my mind remembering why I even did what I did in the first place.
He didn't invite me. I was done being nice and if he didn't like that it wasn't my problem.
"Sarah just leave him alone," Jude said tugging on my arm with a firm grip.
"I just want to see how he's doing." I shrugged.
"I'll come with you then. I don't trust him."
"Okay fine come on." I groaned placing my hand in Jude's.
"Have you seen Kylian?" I asked Neymar who was now sobered up and had an ice pack on his forehead.
"Yeah. He went upstairs why?" he asked smirking at me playfully.
"I just want to see if he's okay."
"Why wouldn't he be okay?" Gavi asked sitting down next to Ney.
"Uhm he got kind of sick and didn't feel good," I replied hoping they would believe my bullshit story.
"He's upstairs. But maybe go see him later because when I tried talking to him he was really pissed about something." Gavi added.
"Yeah, I saw that too. It was like he was going to explode on somebody." Neymar laughed while making the same face Kylian had on.
"You can stay here. I think he'll get even more mad if he sees you." I whispered softly to Jude.
"I'm not leaving you alone with him."
"I promise it'll only be 5 minutes."
"Okay fine. Hurry up," he muttered rolling his eyes and sitting next to Ney.
"New team captain my ass," Gavi muttered pursing his lips at Jude.
"Your just jealous man." Jude retorted rolling his eyes as Neymar laughed at the videos Bru took of him on his phone.
I walked up the stairs shaking as I neared the room in which Kylian was told to be.
My legs felt like they were about to collapse on me like jelly but I fought the feeling and approached the door hovering my hand over the doorknob.
I grabbed it several times but took my hand off at the last minute, repeating this for at least a minute, when I saw Natalie making her way up the stairs.
I quickly opened the door and shut it locking the door.
I gasped when I saw Kylian sitting on the bed with his legs spread out staring at the empty wall in front of him.
He didn't say anything nor did he look my way even the slightest. He just kept his eyes forward like he was in deep thought.
I brought myself near the bed and hesitated before sitting on my knees in front of him on the bed.
"I-I just came to see how you were before I left," I mumbled, my voice barely coming out as I played with my fingers instead of looking at him.
He didn't say anything.
"I'm sorry for doing that. I was just mad that you didn't invite me and it made me very upset."
Still no response.
"Ky. I said I was sorry," I repeated, this time bringing my hand out to graze his but before I could he harshly grabbed it and directed it away from him.
"Ow."
He muttered something inaudible that I couldn't quite
make out and it seemed like he was only getting angrier by my presence.
But I didn't care because I wasn't leaving until he talked to me.
So I scooted even closer to him examining his face as his jaw clenched.
"Okay fine. Don't talk to me but don't tell me later that I didn't apologize because I did." I huffed scooting off the bed and fixing my dress.
"Do you love him?"
"W-What?"
"You heard me Sarah." he sternly asked turning to look at me for the first time since I stepped into the room.
"Yeah, I do."
He hummed in response as he had just gotten an answer to a question he had on his mind for a long time.
"Leave."
"I was already leaving," I replied rolling my eyes at his behavior.
"I don't know why you did that to me. I know I was wrong for not inviting you but I was only protecting your feelings."
"Have you ever thought about how that makes me feel Kylian? You're having a KID WITH HER." I yelled.
He stayed quiet.
"It hurts seeing you both share these moments together because I always imagined we would start our own family. But seeing you live out this dream with some other girl makes me sick."
"I can't stand you sometimes because all I can think about is how you got her pregnant and I know it was a mistake but I don't even know how to react to that. The guy I've been in love with for the longest is sharing something so intimate and personal with a girl who's not me."
"Just grow up please." he spat rolling his eyes at me.
I grabbed the nearest object and threw it on the floor making a loud noise.
"Fuck you both. I hope you both are fucking miserable and she cheats on you. Because your children's mother is a whore and your children are going to grow up with a big skank." I yelled before opening the door and slamming it shut, enough for everyone to hear.
I needed to get out of here. It felt like I couldn't breathe and the air was too thick.
"Are you good?" Jude asked looking at my pale face.
"No. Please take me home." I whispered breaking down in his arms.
A/N:
drama drama dramaaa. the next few chapters might b pretty boring but i made sure to make these very juicy😉😉i love reading u all's comments u guys make my day btw🥰🥰🥰
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young love
Romanssarah has to choose between her boyfriend of whom she has a long history with or a new boy by the name of jude bellingham who has recently transferred into her school.
