Angel inside Devil - Fallen Angel // BTS Vkook (18+)

40. Way to precious

Author Pov:

Jimin stared in front of him as Yoongi was telling him all the truth that has been hidden from everyone up there. Or at least from most people up there.
"I never knew about anything like this. Are you sure about everything you just told me?" He asked and Yoongi nodded his head.
"Yes I am because...well...I was born when this bond was still around. I used to live as a devil who was craving his soulmate as well." He added and Jimin became white like a wall.

"And what happened? You said you left hell. Did you find your soulmate and you became a couple? Or did you become good for her?" Jimin got even more curious as he was asking Yoongi all those questions which made Yoongi smile but that wasn't a happy smile. More a sad one. The next part was even harder for Yoongi to tell him, specifically because he never told it to anyone before. He haven't even thought about it just pushed everything to the back of his brain.

"I wish that was the case. Back then I really wanted to know who my soulmate was. I wanted to find her at any cost. One day I was walking around in hell, trying to clear my head from all the thoughts but then I felt it. A sharp pain in my chest and something that felt like a slap in my face. I thought I imagined it but I was sure that I heard a boys cries in my ears. I looked up and couldn't take it anymore. It was not allowed for devils to go to the human worlds but I couldn't do else. Nothing could hold me back. I went up and found myself at the entrance of a school building. There were a lot of kids running up and down with their bags but only one caught my attention. It was a young boy. Around my age. He was sitting on the stairs, looking like he was waiting for someone. Small tears were falling down from his face and he was looking from left to right. Was he forgotten? Did he need help? Should I take care of him? Thoughts like that went through my head without me even realizing it. I just wanted to help. A light turned on in my head and I knew it right away. He was my soulmate. I found him. He was sitting there, all alone, waiting for someone to finally pick him up after a long day at school. My heart broke when I saw him still waiting after all the other kids had already left. Slowly he stood up and took a deep breath while whipping his teary face. He walked down the stairs and made his way home all alone. I followed him the whole way. It was a long walk and I wanted to go up to him and talk to him so he wouldn't feel alone but I just couldn't get myself to it. As he arrived home, he quietly told his so called parents that they forgot him and after a quick sorry it was solved for them but he was still silently crying in his room. I could feel all his pain outside of his house while I was watching through the window. I know it's creepy but I just had to see him. I had to see him fall asleep and know that he was okay. From that day on, I started to watch out for him every single day. From the distant but I was always there. Always ready to help if he needed some. Even though I was a devil, I still felt like his guardian angel. I never spoke to him and he never even looked at me but I loved him. It was a weird kind of love but I enjoyed it. He was such a precious little person. He never caused any trouble. He was always nice to everybody, even to the ones who weren't nice to him and he always loved his parents to death even though they couldn't care less about him. He was ready to die for them and sadly...that happened. One day he was taking his brother to day care with his mother and a drunk taxi driver slipped onto the pedestrian street. He was driving in an insane speed and nothing could stop him. The boys mom was next to the drove way and she was about to be hit by the car. I saw everything but I wasn't going to help because she treated him like shit all the time. I wanted to watch it happen but sadly it didn't turn out the way I thought it would. He pushed her out of the way and she fell to the side which made him being the one to get hit by the car. I froze and I felt like my non existing soul left my body. The ambulance came but it was way to late. He died right away and I could feel it because the emptiness came back into my body and heart. I felt like I was the one dying. He was way too precious for this world and that sadly was the end of him. His kindness killed him." Yoongi explained every single detail to Jimin who didn't even know what to say or how to react.

This was something he never even imagined could happen in the world he was living in.
"What happened to you after that?" He asked Yoongi and his face turned dark because of that question. Jimin knew that the answer most likely wasn't going to be any good.
"I became a killing machine."...