His girl (Eastenders)

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Grace sat in bed. She felt depressed since everything that had happened with keegan. He had cheated on her and broken her heart and she had been going through a hard time

Grace knew that she felt numb and she had been taking it out on herself. She knew how her mental health and taken a hit because of it. Grace didn't want to get up and she didn't want to do anything. Grace looked to the scars on her arms and pulled her sleeves down and sighed

She knew how none of it was easy and she knew that all that she felt was hurt and lied to and how everything was a lie and she didn't know what it was

Grace looked to see Charlee as she walked in and smiled as she looked to her "why are you still in bed. Why don't you get up, you me and Amy can go shopping" Charlee asked as grace looked to her and smiled

"No it's okay i don't feel like it. I'm tired" she said as Charlee frowned. She was worried and she knew how grace had been distant and how she wasn't herself and she couldn't help but fear that there was more going on with her than it looked

"Are you sure that your okay. I know all that you have been through with keegan and I know how he hurt you and I know he's not easy but i am here for you and it will be okay. You don't need him, I know that you loved him and how you were determined to change everything to be with him and now he broke your heart and he cheated on now you feel as if it's a lie but your dad was right. You were never good enough for him, you deserve better. You deserve someone who loves you and will treat you how you deserve. I know it's hard right now but you will move on" Charlee said as grace looked to her and smiled

"I hate him. I hate him for what he did to me and how he hurt me. I hate that I wasted so much time on him and I hate that I let myself fall in love with him. I was going to marry him give up my family for him and in the end my dad was right and it sucks and I just want to sleep" grace said as she turned over and lay under the covers

Charlee looked to the girl that she cared for so much and smiled. She knew that she just wanted for grace to be okay and she was far from it

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Grace stood in the kitchen as jack walked in and frowned

"What are you doing here" she asked as she looked to her dad who smiled

"I was worried over you"

"Your meant to be at work" grace said

"Well your my daughter...your more important to me than work. I know that your struggling and it's not easy and your going through a lot but pushing us away and not talking over it, it isn't going to help you. I'm here oaky" he said as he placed a hand on her cheek and smiled

He knew that grace wasn't herself at all. He knew that she was upset and he knew that as much as he wanted to kill keegan for breaking his little girls heart but he know that grace needed him

"I...I feel so betrayed daddy. I just want to kill him. I want to know why. Why wasn't I good enough" she said as she started to sob.

Jack looked to her and smiled as he pulled her into a hug as she sobbed and smiled

"I know it's hard. I know that you are hurting right now but I want you to know that know that none of this is your fault and it's all going to be okay" he said as he held his daughter close

Jack wasn't stupid. He knew that grace was struggling and how it was more than the break up getting to her. He knew that something else was going on with her

•••
Grace sat in her room as Amy walked in and smiled "I wanted to see if you were okay" Amy said as grace looked to her and smiled

"I'm fine, I know that you came in here because dad sent you but I am fine"

"No. I came in because your my sister he didn't send me. You haven't been yourself and you have been distant and I'm worried. Keegan was not good enough for you and you deserve better" Amy said as grace looked to her little sister and smiled as she pulled her into a hug and smiled

"Yeah your right. Look, I know I haven't been myself lately it's just that things are hard and I am going through a hard time that's all" she said as Amy looked to her and smiled

She pulled at her sleeves and smiled. She knew how the last thing that she wanted was for anyone to know what she was doing especially her siblings. She knew that she did this for a reason to heal herself in her own way and she knew how she couldn't explain it.

She knew it didn't make sense but she did want it to be okay. Grace knew that she was struggling with things and how it was far from easy. She knew how she wanted for everything to be okay but it wasn't easy

None of it was easy. She knew that she was struggling and she couldn't admit it

•••
Grace walked down into the kitchen. There was no one in. She saw a knife that sat in the sink and picked it up as she looked to it for a moment

She put it down and sighed. She knew how her head was and how it was a mess and she knew that things were getting harder but could she ask for help?