Sender Unknown | 18+ | Jimin x reader | Completed!

6. Epiphany

I carefully step through the doorway into Seung's apartment. It's small but sufficient enough for one person. He kept insisting that I move in with him after only a few months of dating but I always felt off at his place. The furniture are minimalistic, the walls are painted in grey tones and the atmosphere is cold. Unlike my place that have things cluttered in every corner but I love it because it feels like home.

He sits in silence at the kitchen table when I walk in, staring at his hands, afraid to look up. "Seung?" I carefully ask as I approach him to sit down.

"I know what you are going to say, I know I was a jerk but please Y/N. I love you... don't you love me anymore?" He almost whimper out his words and I watch as a tear rolls down his cheek.

I take a seat in the chair next to him and grab his hands to try and gain his attention and force him to look me in the eye.

"Seung, we both know that this is not working anymore... Don't make this harder than it have to be" I hate to hurt him like this, every fiber of my being is aching for him in this moment but I also that this is necessary and best for us both.

"I don't understand... Did you meet someone else?" In his mind there is only you, two years devoted to you and he could never imagine the possibility that you would leave him. 

"No Seung... I just..."

The chair falls back when he abruptly stands up and starts waving his hands in the air.

"Then let's not do this, why are you doing this to me!?" The frustration in his voice is obvious as he pants around the table and heaves violently.

"Don't yell at me Seung!" I was feeling thins all along but never realizing that he was smothering me and trying to emotionally control my life.

"You cheated on me, didn't you!"

His face turns white as the palm of my hand plants a smack across his cheek, leaving him in a complete state of shock. Slapping him is so out of character of you that he almost falls over by the surprise.

"No, I did not cheat on you and don't you dare imply that I did. I just don't love you anymore!"

"Wait Y/N... WHERE THE FUCK ARE YOU GOING!?"

I hear him yell my name as I walk away but it doesn't matter at this point, nothing will make me stay a second longer. This is the first time in our relationship that I'm starting to become scared of him and that's enough.

"I'M LEAVING SEUNG, WE ARE DONE!"

The door slams in his face when I run out from the apartment, crying with his yelling ringing in my ears. 

I run down the staircase as fast as my legs can carry me and finally exhaling when I step out on the street again. The traffic is busy, rushing by while my life seem to have come to an abrupt halt. All I want is to be happy, I'm so frustrated by the hole situation that it almost makes me scream out into the night.

Instead of scaring my surroundings I decide to walk home, clearing my head. I look around and feel surprisingly light, not as sad as I thought I would be. Then my phone starts to ring, just as I was about to cross a road.

<Incoming call from: *Issie*>

 - Hey, it's Iseul...

 - Hi.

 - Are you home? how did it go?

 - No, I'm walking home right now... I don't want to talk about it.

 - Are you sure? You know I'm here for you.

 - I know but I need to let this sink in.

 - I get it. Take a warm bath when you get home and I'll see you tomorrow okay?