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41. Tear

A/N: Steamy and sad chapter. If you get triggered by separation anxiety, skip this chapter.

Iseul runs as fast as she can up to her apartment and slams the door behind her. She throws her shoes of and pick up her phone while spitting out words of hate.

He picks up faster that she expected and unfortunately heard more vile words come out of her mouth than he even knows. 

"Is?"

She looks at the phone again, realizing that he heard her swear. "Shit Joonie, I'm sorry..." Iseul bites her bottom lip and exhale. 

"Is, what's going on?" His calm and deep voice hits you like a thousand knifes and the tears starts rolling again. "Y/N is planning to leave. Joonie, she's serious. She... she... oh my god, Jimin-ah..."

She hears how he ruffles around on the other end, getting a bit out of breath. "Babe you need to talk me through this, why is she leaving? did Jimin do something bad?"

Of course Namjoon would go to that conclusion first, after all, they did have a rocky start.

"No I don't think so. I knew something was off in L.A, after she had to go to the hospital and Jimin missed the concert... And all the press, the negative attention. She wants the child to have a normal childhood... whatever that means."

He stutters. "Oh shit"

It get's dead silent. Only breathing. Then Iseul hears him asking the other members where Jimin is.

She clears her voice. "Jimin is at Y/N's place, probably getting his heart broken. You guys need to prepare yourselves. This wont be easy for him... god damn it!"

"Is... are you alright? what can I do?"

"If she leaves, Jimin won't be able to continue. You know that right? Neither will she..."

Namjoon shakes his head and sits down on the ottoman in the hallway with the rest of Bangtan standing in horror at their leader.

The youngest sits down on the floor after hearing a bit of the conversation and looks up at Yoongi. "Hyung?" The older shakes his head and shrugs his shoulder. "I don't know Kook... Joon, whats happening?"

Namjoon raises his hand to gesture them to stay quiet. "We're on our way Is!" 

***

Jimin pushes the door open with his foot and walks up to my bed, carefully placing me down on the covers. I sit on the edge, like I'm in a trance. My body and senses acting without any consideration for my brain. My thoughts run wild but instead of doing what I'm thinking I lift my arms up to allow him to pull my top off.

"You are so beautiful Y/N" He looks at me with blown out eyes as I reach to unbuckle his jeans. "Jimin... this won't change anything" He grabs my face and kisses me gently. "For now, let me be close to you." I nod in agreement and lean back into his mouth.

I watch him taking off each piece of garment in slow motion, savoring each visible inch of skin while trying to swallow the growing lump in my throat. There is no good solution here, I have been doubting this ever since I found out that I was pregnant, hell even before that. Probably since that first night with him.

But then again... he's my home.

"Jagi?" My eyes dart from his thigh and back up to his face at the sound of his voice. He takes my hand and sits down beside me on the bed, not bothering about the fact that he's butt naked.