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31. Don't leave me

A/N: Steamy parts ahead, if you don't like that, feel free to skip this chapter.

 - One month later - 

It's been over a month since I got back home from the hospital. Issie decided against me and bought one of the vacant apartments in the building, according to her it's because the rent is much cheaper but I highly doubt that. I know she wants to keep an eye on me.

Jimin has been trying his best to split the time between me and practicing with the group, resulting in him being exhausted and over worked. He keeps telling me that he's fine but as soon as we have eaten dinner he falls asleep next to me.

The doctors are happy with the progression of the pregnancy, no major issues except that I struggle to sleep. Both Jimin and Iseul visit me each day, making sure I'm okay and to be honest I feel a bit smothered by their attention. I know they mean well but they should at least let me take a shower in piece without them hovering outside the door like two morons. The incision over my collarbone has healed nicely and the pain is almost all gone so there is no need to baby me all the time.

However, today is the day when Jimin leaves for the 6 concerts in the US and will be gone for about five weeks. He really didn't want to but I would not let him stay, there is no way that I'm going to keep him from doing what he loves. I admit that I'm terrified about the unknown, how our day to day life will look like but after the managers came to visit me in the hospital I started to feel a little more comfortable continuing with the pregnancy. We decided to try and keep our relationship and my growing belly a secret until they all return in hopes that the tour would be able to go on as planned and so far, nothing has been leaked.

I look at Jimin laying next to me in my bed sleeping, his hair is dyed a dark shade of silver and the muscles on his back is more toned now after all the dance rehearsals. He snores slightly as his body moves up and down with his breathing. I stare in awe at the beautiful human beside me and wish he would touch me like he used to, before the accident. It pains me to see the look on his face every time I get close to him. I start crying thinking about how long he will be away from me.

"Y/N?" He turns over at the sounds of my sniffles. "Jagi, what's wrong?"

"Why wont you touch me anymore?" I sob loudly, knowing how ridiculous I sound.

"Noona, I-I..."

"You are going on tour and you will have all those young women drooling all over you and now you are stuck with a fat hormonal cow!"

The truth is that I know I'm not fat, I just started showing and the small bump below my belly button should be the least of my concerns.

Jimin sits up, allowing the duvet to tauntingly reveal his upper body, making me even more frustrated.

"I MEAN LOOK AT YOU JIMIN! go get some fucking clothes on!" I flap my hands around and pout like a child. "Go on, go on tour and have fun with whomever you want!"

"Y/N?"

"YEAH!?" I snap back at him but he completely takes me by surprise me when he crawls to hover over me, making my entire body shiver.

"Are you insinuating that I have been neglecting my girlfriend's needs?" He looks awfully smug and smile at me. "Why didn't you just tell me that you were horny?"

My face turns bright red and I gasp in mortification while I pathetically slaps his chest "I'm not!"

"Noona..." He purrs and stares at me with those dark beautiful eyes. "I just didn't want to cause you any pain or pressure you after the accident. Do you still not know how much I crave you?"