Sender Unknown | 18+ | Jimin x reader | Completed!

15. Where did you come from?

My entire face lights up when I see my friend sliding down the escalator and I'm consciously sweeping my eyes over at the big clock above the entrance. It's now 16.15, I wonder if he's waiting for me...

"Hey honey!" Iseul skips towards my counter and flashes me her huge adorable smile, making her eyes dissapear.

"Iseul!" I shout and waive my hands above my head. "Did you have a good day with the youngsters?" I smirk and tilt my head, knowing they annoy the shit out of her.

"YES! You have to see the new Dior collection that they are wearing on tour, I got some new outfits to put together for the Seoul concert next week." She jumps up and down in excitement.

I can't help to get carried away with her and start to jump as well "Aaah, you lucky, lucky woman! I hate you sometimes!" I smirk and put my head down sarcastically.

 "Do you want to follow upstairs and check them out with me? maybe help me put them together?" Iseul shimmy as she awaits my answer.

"I would love to! let me just finish up here and I'll go with you."

I quickly put all the files away, throw my old coffee mug in the trash bin and turn off my sceen. "There! all done" I say while I grab my purse before walking up to her and put my arm around her shoulders.

"Sooo, is there a specific color scheme this time?" I ask excitedly.

"Black and silver, you're going to die when you see it!" She grins with excitement and I can't help but feel pride to have Iseul as my dearest friend.  "Come here Y/N!"

Instead of continuing up a few more floors she get's off on the second floor, making me stop in confusion. "B-but why is the clothes here?"

She looks at me hesitantly and points towards the long hallway lined with small conference rooms and studios. "They dropped it off on the wrong floor, they are over there." My heart starts to beat in a racing pace when she holds out her hand towards the rooms.

"Okay..." I answer and follow right behind her.

Iseul suddenly stops in front of the room that held my private little chatting session with Jimin last week and I realize that she's pulling something.

"Iseul, no. What are you doing." I shake my head and start turning around but she grabs my arm before I can take another step. "Just hear him out" She whispers.

"NO! why would I?" I shout, way louder then I intended to. Suddenly the door opens and I accidentally meet his eyes.

Iseul quickly let's go of my hand and turns towards Jimin. "She's all yours Jimin-ah." I dart my eyes and stare intensely at my friend while mouthing "Don't leave me alone with him!"

I reach out for her arm, trying to make her stay but it's to late. The little minx is one fast lady in flat shoes.

"Noona, can you let me explain?" He whispers gently, begging me to stay.

"Jimin no, I'm not doing this." I tell him with a stern voice before he takes my hand in his, making my whole body shake.

He looks me, tilts his head and pulls me inside, not giving me a chance to respond.

"Jimin!?" I yelp when he shuts the door and place each hand against the wall, locking me in and making it impossible for me to escape.

He is close enough that I can smell his minty breath on my face, the cologne on his neck and the fragrance of his body lotion on his arms. It's throwing me off completely..

"I- never wanted to hurt you Y/N, I need you to know that." He whispers while he looks at me for answers.

I take a deep breath in and brace myself to look into his eyes. "But you did, now let me go." 

Tears are starting to burn behind my eyelids forcing me to look away to hide my sadness. I wish he never lied to me, I wish that he didn't make me feel this way about him but most of all, I hate that I now despise him for making me so unsure.

He lowers one hand from the wall and cups my cheek. "I'm so sorry..." One single drop manages to slip out from my eye as he utters the words.

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry" He repeats, again and again as he wipes away my tear with his fingers and I can feel my mind melting away in by his touch. "Please don't cry, what can I do to make you forgive me?"

Jimin has never regretted anything as much in his life as he watches more tears roll down your face. He hopes desperately for a forgiveness that might never come.

"Let me go... " I whisper in a sob. 

"I can't" He answers gently. "It feels like you will never speak to me gain if I do that."

"You lied, you used me..." I breath out. 

"I never used you Y/N, you are to special to me."

I shake my head. "Then why? Why did you not tell me." I cry out and allow myself to show my emotions.

"I thought you only wanted the idol and I was to scared to face your reaction."

Even though I heard his confession against my door last night I never considered that he might have these insecurities. "How can you think that?" I breathe out. "Did you never noticed how I looked at you every time you came up and talked to me?" I look at him while his hand is still cupped around my wet cheek.

"Did you not see how much I liked you, coming up with stupid reasons just to stay at your desk, even when you were with Seung I could not..." He hesitates. "...stay away from you."

Jimin's words linger in the quiet air, making me aware of my own rapid breathing.

He leans in a little closer, placing his forehead against mine and awaits for my response but everything about this situation makes me incapable of forming words.

"I can't loose you" He continues. "please Y/N, I can't." 

Then everything turns dark as I shut my eyes and let him gently grace his lips against mine.

I shiver as soon as I feel the softness of his mouth connect with me. The emotions that I feel still lingers in the back of my mind but I'm being clouded by the closeness.

The tender kiss only lasts for a second before he leans away and removes his arms to release me from his cage. I stare at him, swallowing hard when I realize that he's letting me go.

" At least I got to kiss you one last time..." I ponder over his words and stand frozen against the door, not being able to move an inch.

"Kiss me" I gasp out without thinking.

He looks at me and shakes his head. "It's okay..." He says to me, unable to move his body.

I run my tongue across my lower lip where he just touched me and then bites down before I clear my throat. "Jimin, I need... I want you to kiss me." My eyes won't leave his form, no matter how much I hate him in this moment I still can't bear the thought of not touching him again.

He hesitates before taking a step forward, positioning himself closer to me. "Kiss me" I tell him again, now with much more confidence. I'm sure of what I want, I might not forgive him right now but that still don't change how I feel.

"Kiss..." I never get to repeat myself again because he finally takes the last step forward and allow himself to attach his lips on mine.

My hands immediately fly up to become entangled in his hair as he presses his torso against my chest while he deepens the kiss. Our tongues roam around freely and I allow him to stop when I bite down on his lower lip, making him gasp and move away from my face. I guess I'm still angry on some level...

"Y/N, did you just bite me?" He looks and me dumbfounded when I don't show any kind of reaction.

"Yes I did Jimin, does that bother you?" I raise my eyebrow and smirk when he runs his fingers across the swollen flesh. I was the one that made the confident idol stumble in chock, me. "Uhm, no... I'm just surprised... I never thought you would--"

My eagerness takes over, I clench my jaw and jump up to wrap my legs around his waist. He catches me instantly by grabbing my thighs and looks up at me with the biggest confusion written all over his face. "Y/N?"

"I haven't forgiven you yet Jimin, but I don't want you to stay away from me."