To The Moon

Chapter 2

I held my breathe as i looked over the edge of the cliff. If i didnt do it myself, then he would. Did i have a choice? No. I dont think i do. Would Asher cry? We technically didnt know each other. Did he know me? No. Im just a ghost that fucked his life up. His girlfriend would probably kill me if she found it. She probably already knew and was looking for me. Shed rip my throat out and then marry him. 'Stop.' my wolf whispered to me. The thought was making the both of us depressed more than we already were.

I swayed as the wind slightly tempted me. I stood on the edge of the cliff with my arms out spread. I dare you, i thought to the wind. The cold air tickled my skin. I kept my eyes closed and welcomed the idea. Hed beat me to death when he found out. Falling to my death sounds quicker. 

I heard a twig snap. Someone was here with me. Would they talk me out of it? Or would they assist me and push me? I inhaled through my nose trying to pick up their scent. Regret washed through me as i realized who it was. Will he push me? Can i talk to him too if he decides not too? Will he just rip me limb from limb for ruining his life? 'Stop' my wolf warned me. She didnt like the thoughts that kept racing through my head. I could feel her excitement for him rise more and more as i heard soft footsteps. 

"Push me." I spoke softly, barely a whisper. I waited to be shoved off the edge. He would be free of me and the future that i would fail him. I let out a big sigh as i slowly tipped myself forward. 2 strong hands wrapped around my waist. I inhaled sharply as i clamped my eyes tightly shut to anticipate the impact. 

"Dont." he growled quietly in my ear then yanked me away from the edge.  Confused I snapped my head and met his gaze. 

"Why?" I whispered. I wouldnt be audible to a normal human but to a wolf hed hear me. 

"You know why." He snapped angerly at me. The disgust and concern on his face. He looked as confused as I probably looked. 

"You have a girlfriend, a life a head of you..." I stared at the ground and start twirling my fingers. 

"I broke up with her." My eyes widened as a i looked up up at him. 

"Why? Are you stupid?" I raised my voice. 

"Watch your words, im still your alpha." He growled. His eyes glaring at me. Whoa, that was sexy. His alpha power didnt make me feel weak or make me cower. Instead i stood taller and challenged him. An instant smirk played on his lips. One brow furrowed upwards in curiosity. "Name." He demanded, breaking the silence. 

"It doesnt matter, you need to forget we ever spoke." I shoved past him and started to gather my things. His hand shot out and grabbed a hold of my arm.

"Am i under the assumption you are rejecting me as your mate?" he almost whined. My heart ached and i wanted to give him a hug. Make his worries go away. I shook my head slowly, not wanting to say a word. "Why are you wanting to fall to your death?" sadness clung to his eyes. I gasped at how much it affected me. I was becoming easily overwhelmed with unfamiliar emotions. 

"Im good as dead anyways." I whimpered. His gorgeous golden eyes flashed angerly. His hand squeezed my arm harder. I flinched under the feeling, there was more than likely already bruise there. 

"What is your name?" he asked me the same question again, but it was a lot more politer. He shouldnt know it. Father was going to kill me the moment he finds out. Him knowing more information about me will only affect him more. I needed to put as much distant as i possibly can. 

"Jane." I lied. I broke eye contact in hopes that he wouldnt catch on. I was a horrible liar. My mother always told me that telling the truth was the least hurtful thing to do, that lies do nothing but destroy everything. 'Dont build your life around lies, itll hurt you and everyone you care about.' she would always say on repeat. I wanted him to know every detail about me, but it was for the better if he didnt know a single thing. "I gotta go, Asher.. Sorry." I whispered and forced his hand off my arm