The Golden Ring • ChanBaek | ENG

[CHAPTER 077]

        Although Minseok wasn't really the happiest when I asked for a break, since it had only been half an hour since I'd been working, and I didn't want to mix excuses into it, he still let me have a break so I left his office with my head down.

Mr. Kim was already standing in front of the shop while drinking his latte, or I think he is doing that, because I can only see his back.. I wonder what he is going to tell me.

I nervously walked up to him and I was right, he was sipping his drink. I shifted from one leg to the other, the awkward atmosphere completely wrapped around us, especially because he just stared at me for a while, which was really unfomrotable.

"I have no idea what's really going on between you and Chanyeol and how far you've gotten into this, but you better back off. I'm not saying this out of malice, I see how important you are to each other, but you shouldn't cross the line. Yeol has a wife whom he loves very much. Of course, lately they've had minor or major problems, which is completely normal in a marriage, and he's not used to being neglected by Sandara, so he runs away into your arms and you gladly take care of him. It would be better if you left him alone, you can stay friends with him I guess, not like that would be a good idea given he's your teacher, just don't let him get any close to you."

As soon as he finished his monologue, I barely visibly rolled my eyes. All my life, everyone told me 'Do this, don't do that.' I got tired of it. I'm tired of other people wanting to decide what's good for me, let no one tell me what's good and what's bad.

"Is that all you wanted, Mr. Kim? I have to go back to work."

"You've got nothing to say?"

"Yes, in fact I do. I'm sorry if I offend you with this, but Chan is important to me, more important than a simple friend, I've been suffering with my problems for years, maybe most people consider touching normal, but the fact that Chanyeol knows how to touch me without making me feel disgusted means a lot to me. He's a grown ass man, and if he wants to run away from Sandara to me, I'll welcome him with open arms, even if he ends up leaving her for me, I won't have any remorse because it will all be his decision. Now if you'll excuse me, I really have to go," I nodded as I started walking backwards and when I saw that he wasn't going to add anything to this topic, I went back to the small building.

I can completely understand his view of our relationship, because who wouldn't be suprised by us. I can imagine myself in his situation. One of his friend is happily married, then something happens to that friend, so he runs to a student who is a boy by the way!

Sometimes I can't believe I'm in this situation myself, but there's no way I'm going to back out of it, especially after I made it clear to myself that I love Chan. That doesn't mean I'm in love with him, although I'm pretty close to that too.

I am sure that Mr. Kim hates me even more now, I can already see when I have classes with him he will make me do so much more things.. Like running more then other students, he knows I hate running.

Since he is the physical education teacher, I swear some muscles are started to show on my stomach. Actually, I once wanted to become more muscular, but I stopped it because I like food way to much for me to give it up eating junk food.

I waddled proudly behind the cash register. I really thought he was going to kill me with his words, but I stood up for myself, which is quite surprising, since I'm quite of a wuss.

I love Chanyeol, I really do, he's incredibly important to me, he heals me, I want to chain him to me, and yes, even if he doesn't choose me in the end, I'll look back on these memories with a smile.

Apart from the fact that sometimes I almost had a seizure when someone touched me during my work, my day went quite well, so when Minseok praised me for being good and told me I can leave, I literally ran to Jessi's house. Thank goodness I don't have to bleach it now, my hair is growing out quite slowly.

I routinely rang the doorbell, and she opened the door with a cheeky grin.

"Hello Cotton Candy! It's been a long time since I saw your cute little face, I missed you," she spread her arms and I let her hug me.. "You can also come here with you big ass, when you're not here for your hair," she grips my bottom, my eyes widen, at which she laughs and backs away.

This woman is crazy! Also 'a long time?' Girl- you saw me like two weeks ago..

"I'm sorry! Just recently, a lot has happened around me, but I swear I'll visit you more often," I walked in.

"Huh, yeah, sure." I swear she sound like Kibum.. "Anyways.. I heard what happened," she moves her eyebrows up and down and I frowned "Chanyeol raves about you non-stop to me and Hunnie, he's cute, but he's driving us nuts, umm how do I say this? He likes to share the details," she sighs as she puts on some gloves.

"De-detailes? What do you even mean by that?"

She raised her hand, formed a circle with one finger, and put the other through it. Oh.. Oh my fucking-

"I'll kill him." I blushed.

"Come on, it's nothing to be ashamed of, you both enjoyed it, didn't you?"

"Even then.. it's a bit personal, don't you think?" I bit my lip.

"Certainly," she nods slowly. "But don't worry, the three of us share everything with each other, we call it the 'Absolute Trust.' "

"U-hu.." That didn't calm me down one bit. This shit is weird!

"I also know that you received two awsome gifts from your best friend. Kibum if I remember correctly?"

"Yes, I got a car and... and a..." I stopped.

" A dildo?" she giggled as he moistened my locks a little. "Do you use it?"

"No! I'm going to team you up with Bummie, you'd be great friends" I pouted. What if I don't use it?! I'm not at all attracted to shoving a plastic dick-shaped sex toy up my hole, thank you.

"Come on, Baekkie! At least you'd practice for the real thing" she winked.

I shook my head. "Let's not talk about this, okay? It's making me feel weird.."

"Okay, Hyunnie~~" she sing-songs my name.

We really did drop the subject after that, thank goodness, the more I hear about using that crap, the more interested I become, and NO! I'm not going to fuck myself, there's no way I'm going to let anything near my bottom besides Chanyeol's fingers or cock.

After she was done with my hair I thanked her and told her I'm really going to come to her more often. As I sat in my car a smiled, because I'm going on another date with Yeol and I can't wait to see him again.

Wish he would come to my place again so we could do something.. more..

That would be great.