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"Minho...Minho....Minho!" I heard Felix's voice. I slowly opened my eyes and looked up to a smiling Felix. "Come on,wake up sleeping beauty the movie's over." I was still laying on Felix's chest and the others were waiting for me to wake up, watching us. Embarrassing. My cheeks slightly reddened and I stood up. After taking my things we got out.

When I glanced at Han,he was glaring at me. His girlfriend talked about how good the movie was but he was ignoring her. "You slept over two full hours Minho. You missed the movie." Felix said.
I took my eyes off of Han and looked at Felix. "I was too tired I think. And I'm still tired. I want to sleep."

"Should I come with you to your house? I don't want to let you alone after what happened."
"Of course you can. I don't want to be alone anyway." I answered him,smiling.
After we went out we went to the bus stop. Everyone was talking with everyone. They seemed to be getting along well.

I was the one who was quite. I was thinking of what happened. It made me feel disgusting. I hope this feeling will get away after I will shower. "Heyy you okay? You seem off." Seungmin came to me. "Yeah don't worry. I'm just tired." I smiled at him. I feel bad for not telling them. But I didn't want anyone to know for now.

"If something's wrong you can talk to us, you know that right?" He reassured me. "Yeah, I know that. I will tell you if something's wrong,I promise" I really feel guilty for lying.
When the bus came we all went in. I was sitting on the window side alone. But then someone sat beside me. I looked at who it was and was shocked to see Han.  Why is he sitting next to me? I searched his girlfriend but couldn't find her. Did he already break up with her?

"You know if you want attention that bad, then you could just walk around naked." Han said after the bus began to drive. "What?" I said thinking that I heard him wrong. "I said that you're a fucking attention whore. Search attention fucking somewhere else, when me and my friends aren't around. You don't deserve their attention. You don't even deserve to be happy with that ugly face of yours. Don't come near me or my friends again." He said while looking at me.

His eyes had no emotion. Literally nothing. Empty. My eyes began to water. I know that I might be a cry-baby but after what happened today,I couldn't deal with his harsh words. After a tear made down their way to my cheek I saw something in his eyes for the first time. Regret. Guilt.

But it didn't matter now. The bus came to my stop and I just walked out, ignoring the others shout. Felix came right after me. The bus started to leave, leaving me and Felix alone. "Hey, what happened? What did Han say?" He worriedly asked with a soft voice.

"I can't deal with him anymore Felix. He said I'm a fucking attention whore.  I'm just so tired. I liked him for over a year now and he still hates me. I did nothing wrong. I don't want to like him anymore,Felix. It hurts so bad to like him." I cried. Felix hugged me again and I let go all the tears that I held in.

I was lucky that no one was near this area at the moment. After like 10 minutes of hugging and hearing comforting words from Felix we went to my house. My parents still weren't here. It wasn't the first time that Felix had a sleepover here. It was like my house was also his house.

He even had his clothes here.
We both went to shower. Felix got in first. Then me. But after I got out I noticed that something was off. "What's wrong Felix?" I went to sit next to him,the towel still around my waist. "Changbin said that he has a new girlfriend."
"I'm sorry lixie. I know how it feels and it really feels shitty. If we could only like someone else who liked us back." I said hugging Felix.

After I pulled back I looked at Felix. And he was looking at me. Then all of the sudden he kissed me. FELIX JUST KISSED MEE! "Omg I'm so sorry Minho. I shouldn't have done tha-" I interrupted him by kissing him. He seemed shocked at first but then kissed me back.

I know that this isn't what friends usually do, obviously, but I think we need a distraction. We both. And maybe we could help each other. I putted my hands on Felix's neck and he his' on my waist. Felix then pushed me on the bed. He then came on top of me and kissed me again.

After a while we stopped and he looked at me. "Do you really want to do it? With me?" I only nodded eagerly. Felix took his clothes off and came on top of me again. "I love you Minho." (platonically) ,,I love you too,Felix" I smiled.

🔞

He then took off the towel of me. It wasn't embarrassing or weird to see each other naked since we already saw each other naked lots of times before. Felix pulled off me to take lube from the drawer of my nightstand. I putted it in there for emergencies. The then lubed his fingers.

He kissed me again while his Hands neared my hole. Felix went further down to my neck while pressing one finger inside me. I breathed heavily. It was a really strange feeling. And it did hurt. Felix sucked on my neck which made me slightly moan and forget the pain on my lower back.
Then he added a second finger. After I got used to it he pressed a third finger in. I arched my back. It hurt but it also felt so good. It was my first time to all this.

I will loose my virginity. I always hoped Han to be my first but I shouldn't be thinking of that now. I should be focusing on Felix now. It didn't feel disgusting when he touched me. Instead I felt even more good. I felt loved. And I am very thankful to him.
He pulled out his fingers which lead me to whine in discomfort. Felix then quickly took a condom out of his pocket.

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already Minlix smut?😟
Its too early ik but I can't do anything against it😭
although I can bc I'm the author 👹

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