Sweet Bully- Minsung

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There was Jisung. Making out with some boy.
Jisung's arms were tightly wrapped around the strangers waist while they were intensely making out.

Minho's heartbeat stopped for a second.
As if that wasn't enough Jisung looked up, looking right through Minho's soul, while he still made out.
And he was fucking smirking.

JISUNG POV

The second I saw Minho heading to Changbin and Felix, I just grabbed a random boy.
"Wanna make out?" I asked. That boy was a little shorter than me and he looked pretty. When he nodded smiling, I took his hands and brought us to a place where Minho would see us perfectly.

Then we started making out, it was very heated and I noticed that the boy was getting needier.
Once I looked up I made eye contact with the only boy I've ever wanted in my life and smirked.
Minho's smile slowly faded. Usually Minho had those sparkling eyes, always shining no matter what. I loved those eyes, his eyes.

But now that sparkling disappeared. His expression was blank. There was no anger, betrayal, sadness, or jealousy to see. He looked emotionless, like a dead soul. The boy stopped kissing me, his lips tracing down their way down to my neck. He started sucking there while I still had my eyes on Minho's.

A single tear escaped his left eye. He quickly wiped it off before whispering something to his friends and running out. Felix and Changbin were death glaring at me before running after Minho. Fuck. Fuckfuckfuckfuckfuck.
Just now I realized what the actually fuck I was doing.
What did I do?

"Sorry I gotta go." I pushed the boy away before running to the direction were Minho ran off to.
Minho is a very sensitive person, on the other hand I was stronger, mentally and physically.
It took me a few days to recover from what Minho had done but who knows how much time it will take Minho to recover? Why didn't I just accept one of those thousand damn apologies?

I fucking hate myself for it. My eyes were blinded, full of rage. But now that it's over, I realized everything. I realized it too late. Now what the hell did I do.

MINHO POV

My mind was just blank. I couldn't think of anything. I saw the image in my mind again and again. Jisungs grip on that waist, their making out session, that eye contact and that damn smirk. I hope he has his fun.

When I got out of Eunwoo's house I walked fast. I walked fast until I was running, and I didn't even notice the tears streaming down my face. It was night, so no one was out there to judge me.

I could feel my phone buzzing nonstop. But I ignored it.
I was panting when I was standing in front of my parents' house. The lights were off. Maybe mother was already sleeping? I took my keys out and opened the door, getting in and locking the door behind me again. Then I took off my shoes.
When I heard footsteps my heart started beating faster.

"Minho? Where were you out this late huh?"
Before mother could turn on the lights I quickly wiped off my tears. "It was my friends birthday today so I gave him his gift and came back."
She was just staring at me, judging me.
She was looking at me as if I was a piece of trash.

"Get to your room and don't come out tomorrow, I will have guests over. And your father had a changing is his trip so he will come back in a week. Leave before he arrives."
I quickly nodded before heading to my room and locking it.

I looked at my wrist. It was skinny. But not skinny enough. I will have to start with my diet again. I have to lose weight fast.
I took my makeup remover and removed the concealer I had on. Then I changed my clothes and brushed my teeth.

Afterwards I decided to check on my phone.
I had lots of calls and messages from my friends. They're all such lovely, kind hearted, nice friends. Best friends.
Then there was the messages I got from Jisung. He was apologizing, and asking for us to meet up.
I couldn't, I needed time to process everything that happened.