Sweet Bully- Minsung

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I entered the class and the teacher wasn't there. I got to my seat while looking down the whole time. I don't want to have eye contact with anyone in this class. "Hey." Eunwoo smiled. "O-Oh Hi." Damn, this stutter is getting on my nerves. "Is your arm okay?" He looked down at the ice pack. I smiled and nodded. "Yeah. It could've been worse but it's okay now."

As the teacher walked in everyone went quite. "I'm not in the mood right now, so open the book page 143 and discuss the question with your partner. And your partner is your seatmate. Don't be too loud or you'll get detention." Wow she sounded really annoyed. I opened the book on page 143 like the teacher said and so did Eunwoo. I read the question and looked at Eunwoo. "So what do you think?" Eunwoo asked.

We discussed about the question and found an answer to it. After we wrote it down we talked more and got to know each other more.
"Are you more like a cat person or a dog person?" Eunwoo asked.
"A cat person duh. You?"
"A dog person." He smiled.
"A dog person? I'm sorry but I don't think that we can continue this friendship anymore. It was good to know you." I acted like I was packing my things and about to go but after I heard Eunwoo laugh I stopped. Smiling I looked at him.

"Well do you own a cat?" He asked after he stopped laughing. I pouted. "Sadly no. My parents won't allow me to buy one. Even though they're most of the time on business trips they won't allow me to get one. It's lonely to be home all alone. But thank god I got Felix!"
"Oh Felix! I know him too. He is in my geography class. He's pretty loud, gotta admit."
I laughed. "Oh yes, he's pretty loud."
"What is your relationship with him?"
"Felix is my boyfriend." I said hesitating. Maybe he was homophobic?

"Oh really! I'm very happy for you two." He smiled. I sighed out of relief. "Thank you. Kinda hard to deal with him tho." I laughed. We talked more and I could feel a stare on me the whole time. I ignored it thinking I was just paranoid but after a while I looked around the class. And there I saw him looking right through my soul. Han. He looked pretty annoyed. But doesn't he always look annoyed? I didn't saw his friends in class tho. "What's wrong?" I heard Eunwoo.

I looked at him again. "Nothing, just thought I saw something."
We talked until the bell rang. We said our goodbyes and got into our next classes.
It was all boring and when the bell to the last class rang I sighed happily. I can go home. It didn't really felt like home but yeah. Home.
My friends were waiting at the school gates. Only Changbin and Felix were missing.
"Where is Changbin and Felix?" I asked. I could feel Han's eyes on me again but I ignored it. I know he wanted to get a better person but he and his ass attitude can go elsewhere. He acted like an asshole again the second we got out from the house.

"Changbin wanted to discuss something to Felix in private and they said they'd go to a cafe to talk. Is that okay with you?" Hyunjin said. I already could imagine what Changbin would talk about with Felix. I was happy for Felix. I nodded smiling. "We will go to my house to play some games and just to hang out. Do you want to come with us Min?" Jeongin's asked.
I looked down at my left arm that was still in pain, but not as much as it was at the beginning. I gave the ice pack back to the nurse before walking out of the building.

"I would like to, but I should go home and take care of my arm. I'm too tired anyways."
"Want me to come with you?" Seungmin asked knowing that I don't like to be alone. I glanced at Han, he looked like he wanted to say something. Looking back at Seungmin I answered "you don't have to. Go have fun."
"You sure?"
"Yes."
We all said our byes and went into another direction, my smile dropping the second I turned around. I looked down at my shoes the whole time while waiting for the bus. In the bus I looked out of the window and thought about some things. I'm sure Changbin was confessing his feelings to Felix. That means that I can't be as close as I am with Felix. I mean I just have to be more careful now because I know how jealous Changbin can be and I don't want to ruin their relationship. Now I am alone again. I know I have friends, best friends but still.

I want to feel loved. And want to feel what I felt when I cuddled with Han. I want to feel as safe as I feel in Han's arms. I want to feel as happy as I am with Han. I wish I didn't had these stupid feelings for him. I wish I could move on. Han made me feel so much better with only being in my presence. But I can't have him. I shouldn't have these feelings for him.

As the bus came to my stop I got out and went into my house. My parents would be here after a week. I probably should start to clean the house slowly.
And so I did. After one and half hours I was finished with cleaning and took a shower. After that I put on shorts and a oversized shirt and got into my bed. It was 5:45 pm. Putting my phone on the nightstand I put the covers on me and got into a comfy position. Then I could finally asleep.

Harsh knockings woke me up from my peaceful sleep. I groaned and got out of my bed, rubbing my eyes. It was already dark outside. Who the hell is it? I walked downstairs and opened the front door. I was met with a very happy Felix and a smiling Changbin. "Aww did we wake you up?" Felix teasingly said. I rolled my eyes. "What do y'all want?"
"You didn't answer our calls nor texts. So we came here." Changbin answered. I opened the door more, going to the living room signaling that they should follow me. I heard the door close and sat down on the couch.

Felix and Changbin came in with their hands intertwined. So I guessed right. "Congratulations." I said pointing at their hands. Felix blushed and looked down saying a small "Thank you."
"That's why we are here actually. To talk about the relationship between you and Felix. Felix told me everything. About your and his relationship I mean."
I looked down nodding. "I already guessed it. Don't worry, I will be more careful now." Changbin smiled at me. "Don't take this personally but you...you shouldn't be as close to him as you are. I mean no kissing or sleeping with each other. Sleeping as in having sex."
I laughed at him. "Yeah I know. You can trust me, I won't touch him, now that he finally got his man." They sighed in relief. Did they thought I would make problems? I only want the best for them.