Sweet Bully- Minsung

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"Since when are you here?" I asked.
"like 5 minutes ago?"
Humming I sat across from him. I wasn't really hungry so I played just with the food. "What are you doing?"
Confused I looked at Han. "What do you mean?"
"You're playing with your food. Why don't you eat it?" He said with a stern tone. "I'm not hungry right now. I'll eat later." I could still feel Han's eyes on me. After noticing that he finished I cleaned up and went back to Han. "Could you treat my wounds now? Cause like they're burning pretty bad right now."
He looked guilty, but he nodded standing up following me to my room.

I took out the things the doctor gave to me, handling them to Han. He first read the introduction and then looked at me. We sat down on my bed and he putted the things on my face. I don't know the names of the products, but I have to trust Han right now. His finger patted the bruises which made me hiss a little. I know the bruises didn't look as bad as it did at the beginning but that doesn't mean that it doesn't hurt. I closed my eyes, hoping that the pain will go away after the treatment. I honestly could sleep right now. I'm very tired.

I opened my eyes for a moment and regretted it right after. My and Han's face were really closer to each others. He was very focused in putting on the products. After a while he noticed that I was staring at him and he held eye contact. Hi eyes glanced down at my lips for a second then up to my eyes again. Blushing I looked down. "You done?" He hummed as an answer.
"U-Uhm I'm gonna use the bathroom real quick." I said, taking a new bandage with me.
"I hope I'm doing this right," I mumbled to myself after taking off the bandage on my left arm.
Seeing the cuts made me feel sick. They looked better tho.

Then I heard the door suddenly being opened. Shit, didn't I lock the door? Panicking I hid my injured arm behind my back. "W-What are you doing here?" I asked Han who was now in front of me. "You were almost 15 minutes in here. I got worried." His eyes landed to the bloody bandage on the counter and then to my arm which I tried to hide. "What are you doing here?"  I got really nervous. Please god, help me out of this situation somehow.

"N-Nothing." I nervously smiled.
"Well it doesn't seem like nothing. Why are you hiding your left arm?"
"I-I'm not, what are y-you talking about?" I tried to laugh it off. Shit. I'm so fucked right now. He's gonna find out.
"Show me." His voice sounded cold, demanding.
"N-No."
"Show. Me."
"I-I don't want t-"
"I just wanna make sure that everything's alright. Now show me so I can help."
I looked down at my feet.
"Promise you won't make fun of me?" I looked at him with teary eyes. I was scared. Not scared of Han, but his reaction.

"I promise Minho. Did you forget that I'm trying to be a better person? But if you really don't want to show me that's okay too. I'll just leave you alone" As he was about to turn around I stopped him. "No."
Then I slowly took out my left arm behind my back. And there I showed it. His eyes widened and were focused on it and he didn't say anything so I grew more anxious. But then I saw a tear drop from his eyes. Being shocked I looked at him.

When he looked back at me I saw his teary eyes. "W-Why would you do that?" I looked at my feet again. I saw him coming closer to me but I didn't move. My eyes got teary again. Gosh I'm really a cry baby. Then I felt Han's hand under my chin, making me look up. "Was I the reason for it?" I shook my head. "I-I did it because I really hated myself at the moment and couldn't think of something else. But I'm better now." I smiled, a tear dropping down my eyes.

"When was it?" Han was very close to me again but I didn't mind. "T-The day y-you and your friends beat me until I fainted."
"It was because of me! I didn't want this to happen! It's my fucking fault. Why would you do that Minho?" Han cried. The Han Jisung is fucking crying in front of me.
"C-Could you please just bandage it? I-I don't wanna talk about it right now."
He nodded wiping his tears. He put on some cream that the doc gave me and then he put on a new bandage. I cleaned up and went into my bed.

Han was standing there and still processing everything. Then he came into my bed too and took me into his arms, my head on his chest just like this morning. "I'm sorry Minho. I'm so so sorry. I hope you can forgive me someday. I'm really so sorry." He kissed my temple. Closing my eyes I smiled. "Don' worry Hannie. I will forgive you. Just not now, I need time. I wanna sleep now."
" Of course, take your time love." His grip on my waist tightened a little bit. I could feel him playing with my hair until I fell asleep.

After I don't know how many hours I woke up. I looked out of the window and saw that the sun was setting down. Being a little shocked that I slept this long I sat up. Rubbing my eyes with my hand I tried to wake up fully. Then I looked to my right side on the bed. Where is Han?
Being confused I got up and went downstairs. Han was sitting on the couch and watching some movie. After he noticed me standing there he looked at me. "Oh you woke up. Are you hungry?" I shook my head. I don't feel hungry at all. Suddenly I heard a phone ring. It was my phone. I followed the sound, trying to find my phone. Wasn't my phone in the kitchen? Or is it in my room?

After going to the kitchen I found it on the counter. Felix was calling me.