Trying. -Bayani ~completed~

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Hope's POV:

I sit in the therapists office as I begin feeling dizzy. Hahha your such a loser.

"Shut up." I mumbled to myself. Jordan sits next to me and puts a hand on my leg. "It's gonna be okay Hope." He says, reassurance in his eyes. I smile lightly at him and look straight forward. "Hope Smith." A monotone, flat voice calls as my name. I gulp in air and stand up. Jordan stands next to me. "I love you, babe." He says and kisses my forehead. I walk to the woman who first called my name and entered a hallway.

Jordan's POV (it's been awhile lol):

I sit in the waiting room surrounded by people. One girl, looks about my age comes and sits next to me. "Hello, sexy. What's your name?" The girl said as she messed with my hair. "Get away." I said and she looked me dead in the eye. "Playing hard to get now are we?" The girl said and grabbed my hand. "I said, get away." I repeated myself and turned away from her. She pulled at my sweater and I refused. "Fuck you." She said to me. I felt flushed with anger. I attempted to calm down. I wanted to punch a wall. I sat there on my phone and waited for Hope to get back.

Hope finally arrives looking drained. The color in her face is gone and she looks frail. "Hope are you okay?" I ask and she nods and hugs me. I hug her back and grab her hand. We walk back to my car and I open the door for Hope. The car was completely silent and loudest silence you will ever hear. "Hope are you okay?" I say and put my hand on her knee. "What? Oh yeah I'm fine." Hope said and looked out the window. I took my hand and rubbed her thigh. She sighed and put her head in her hands. "Jordan, please, you know I can't handle that right now, at least wait for us to get home." She said and I winked at her. She slightly smiled and looked out the window.

We got to the apartment and I shove Hope against the wall. My hands explore her skin and crave more. I look at her face that seems sad. "What's wrong baby?" I said and pulled her into my lap.

Hope's POV:

I latched onto Jordan's sweater and wanted to cry. I needed to. But I couldn't get the tears out. They wouldn't flow. I look at Jordan's and he strokes my cheek. "I- I remembered a lot in that therapy session." I said and shivered. Jordan sighed and held me in his arms. "I'm gonna get on ts and play minecraft for a bit." I say, changing the subject. Jordan nods and I walk to my room.

I grab my headset over my ears and enter the teamspeak. "Well , well." I shivered when I heard her voice. "Bee?" I asked hoping for a no in response. "The one and only." you could hear the smirk in her voice. "Finally i'm alone with you so I can tell you how I feel about you." Bee said and started talking again. "You disgust me. I don't get how a guy like Jordan can love you, Hope. You are an annoying, selfish, brat. and I wish he would open his eyes and see you aren't for him, like I am." She said and I clenched my teeth. I was trying not to cry or scream. "Why?" I ask.

"Hello?" a familiar Australian voice rang in my ears and I was shocked out of my mind. "Straub?" Bee asks fear obviously in her voice. "Yeah..." Straub said and a silence grew over the call. I started slowly sobbing to myself. "Hope go sit over there, give me the headphones." Jordan's said and he looked stern and pissed off. I nodded and handed Jordan the headphones.

Jordan's POV:

Straub had texted me what Bee had said in detail and I was boiling mad. Why was she such a bitch to Hope?
"Bee, what the hell was that for?"I said trying to keep my anger contained. "I didn't say anything to her." Bee said lying through her teeth. "You are such a  fucking liar." Straub said and sighed. "Stay away from Hope, and stay away from me, You bitch." I said, leaving the teamspeak and trying to calm down. "Jordy?" I heard Hope's sing-song voice ring in my ears. "You know that thing where I was against the wall earlier?" She said and smiled at me. "I feel like that now." She said and ran up to me. "Whatever you want my princess." I said.

~~<<SMUT WARNING IF YOU DONT KNOW WHAT SMUT IS ITS BASICALLY READABLE PORN SO I SUGGEST THE WEAK SKIP TO THE NEXT CHAPTER>>~~

Soon, Hope's back was once again slammed against something, but this time it was my shut door. I felt her legs wrap around my torso and I looked up, feeling instantly better, now that I wasn't leaning down. I turned her around and continued kissing her. I set her back on the floor and pushed her until her legs hit the bed. Pausing for a moment, I pushed her down on the bed.

Hope's POV:

I grabbed at Jordan's hem of his shirt and lifted it above his head. He smiled, eyes filled with love and lust. I soon felt my sweater being pulled over my head and I granted his access. He smiled and pulled down my leggings. I grabbed at his belt and soon he was left in boxers and me in underwear. I ripped off his boxers, exposing a hard member. He stripped my underwear and my bra. "Are you sure?" He asked as he always did. I nodded and he slid into me. A tear was shed as Jordan met my lips with his. He sucked on my neck and left hickeys all down my chest. "Baby I'm close." He said as he kissed my lips and came inside of me. We laid next to each other and he grabbed my hand. "I love you Hope, forever and always." He said and kissed my forehead. " love you too." I grabbed the blanket underneath us and pulled it over us. I felt Jordan's arms by almost instinct snake around my waist. "I love you Jordan bayani, don't ever leave me." 

~a/n~

YOU THIRSTY FANGIRLS THERE I KNOW YOU WERE WAITING FOR IT. join #wave_surfers on kik because I'm still trying to set up a date we can go on omegle or something. That's where I will set that up though so be there.

ILY
ALL
STAY SASSY
IM
STILL
AWKWARD
KAY
BAI.