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Hope's POV:
"Jordan what's gonna happen to me... If I'm actually pregnant... I'm scared." I said to Jordan and he nodded, while on the phone. "Okay. Yeah. Are they open at this hour? Alright. I will. Love you mom." Jordan said as he hang up with his mom. "Okay, so I know how it happened and I'm sorry. But we need to make sure if you are or not. By the way, My mom said she's praying for you." Jordan rambled as I put on some comfortable clothes and boots. I still felt bad and ended up throwing up again. Ugh I hate this.
We drove to the convenience store and I walked to the "adult activities." Isle. I found a pregnancy test. I was shaking like crazy. I showed Jordan and he nodded. Grabbing the box from me, Jordan paid for the test, and I threw in a Nutella-to-go packet. Walking back to the car Jordan held my hand and helped me in the car. I leaned my head against the glass and wanted to crumble into pieces. I don't want children, not yet. I sighed, and fell asleep in the car, considering its 3 am.
~around noon~
I sat up in the recognizable bed I was in. Okay, I'm in Jordan's apartment. I stood up and walked to Jordan who was cooking something. "I rubbed my eye and Jordan's came over to me. "Hello my beautiful girlfriend." Jordan said and kissed me lightly. I saw the test sitting on the counter. I didn't want to take it. I was scared shitless. It's not like I don't want children, it's just that I don't feel ready. I ate what Jordan made, a sandwich knowing his little cooking skills, and tried to calm down. "Hope are you ready?" Jordan asked holding the box that was taunting me. I nodded and grabbed my phone. I tweeted something, just to drop the hint that I could be pregnant:
Testing something! Wish me luck!😁
I nervously laughed as I followed the instructions. I had to wait for 3 minutes for it to set and Jordan forced me not to watch it. Instead he distracted me with making out. "That was a nice stress reliever." I said and bit my lip. "Hope it's been 3 minutes." Jordan said and he looked at the test first. "What does it say if your pregnant?" Jordan asked shaking a little bit.
"It should have 2 lines if positive and 1 if negative." I said, my voice shaky and quiet. "Jordan's jaw dropped. "Hope, you're pregnant." He said and showed me the strip. I started crying. Not out
of sadness but out of fear. I just don't want my baby to be as hurt as I was.I was silent most of the day. I didn't know how to tell anyone. I couldn't even tell Emma. I was scared, once again, shitless. So I decided on something. Jordan tweeted out:
All of Hope and I's friends get on ts now. It's important.
The ts started filling with cube members and my friends. They all became silent. "I don't really know how to say this, and I don't know what you guys will think but, I-I'm pregnant." I said and expected people to shame me. "congratulations, Hope and Jordan." Kermit said. I thanked him and they all chatted about me being pregnant.
"How do we tell your mom?" I asked Jordan. "How do we tell yours?" Oh shit.
~a/n~
BIG REVEAL YES SHES PREGO IM SORRY FOR PEOPLE WHO WANTED HER NOT TO BE BUT THEY DIDNT USE PROTECTION AND YEAH.
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Trying. -Bayani ~completed~
FanficWARNING THIS BEGINNING PART OF THE STORY IS SO BAD I WAS A FETUS WRITING THIS SO I APOLOGIZE Hope was a girl who felt shut out, isolated, from life. She never fit in. But one boy might change her mindset. ~Part 1 of ? ~Completed and sequel is up, c...