Hope's POV:
I step out of the shower and blow dry my hair. I loosely curl it, because I wanted to look nice for Jordan's family. I walk out of the bathroom in nothing but a towel wrapped around my body. I go into my room and pick out what to wear. I find a black, leather skater skirt and pair it with a tight lace crop top. I throw on a floral kimono to add color, and slide on some white vans. I walked out and did a twirl in front of my big mirror. I smiled and pulled at my skirt.
"Hope you look gorgeous." Jordan said smiling and grabbing my hand. I smiled and felt butterflies in my stomach. "Jordan I know we've been dating for a long time but I still get butterflies around you." I say and blush, looking down to the ground. Jordan tilted my head up and lightly kissed my lips. "You ready to get going?" Jordan said out of breath a bit.
I nod and we walk out of the apartment. The car ride there was pretty quiet, except for the occasional singing along to songs. Before I knew it we were parked right in front of Jordan's parents house. I exited the car and took a deep breath. I always got really anxious for something like this. "Don't worry Hope it will be fine." Jordan whispered in my ear making me shiver. I knock on the door and Jennifer greets us. "Look what the cat dragged in." She hissed at me. I walked in like she said nothing and Jordan's mom came and gave me a hug.
"Dinner will be ready in about 20 minutes dear, is there anything I can do for you?" Jordan's mom asked and I just smiled and shook my head no. Jennifer sat on the other side of the couch while I sat right next to Jordan, my head in the side of his neck. "So how's life?" I asked Jennifer and all I got was a death glare. "Touchy subject?" I whispered to Jordan and he just laughed. "What?" Jennifer narrowed her eyes at me. "Look, Jennifer we got off on the wrong foot, can we just start over?" I plead with my eyes. She nods and smiles weakly. "Diners ready!!" Jordan's moms shouts. I'm starting to get used his family.
We ate lasagna for dinner and it was delicious. "This is amazing." I said and smiled at Jordan's mother. "Anything for my son's girlfriend." She said and grabbed my hand and gave it a squeeze.
Jordan grabbed my shoulder and I flinched. "Hope can you come over here for a second?" I nodded and excused myself from the table. Jordan grabbed my hand and walked down the hall. "They seem to like you a lot more, my step-dad couldn't make it I'm sorry he works all the time." Jordan said running a hand through his hair. I smiled and pecked him on the cheek. I grabbed his hand and we walked back to the table, which was now all cleaned up and everyone was just sitting and talking. I sit down next to Jordan's and his mother. "So when are we gonna have mini Jordan's and Hope's?" Jennifer said laughing as she amused herself. I laughed and Jordan just silently sat there, smiling like an idiot. "Hopefully not anytime soon." I said laughing and Jennifer joined in. "We better get going. I'll see you in two weeks mom." Jordan said and kissed his moms cheek. "Jennifer, thank you for being reasonable and letting us restart all of this. It means a lot." I said smiling. She did the most unexpected thing. She stood up and hugged me.~magically its the morning:)~
I sat up and felt a sick feeling in my stomach. Ugh this is my period isn't it. I stood up and braced myself, nothing. I decided to check and see when my period was coming. It's a week and a half late... I was shaking all over. I walked to the bathroom and puked. God I hate puking. I went to Jordan's bed and shook him awake.
"Hm?" He said and rubbed his eyes. "J-Jordan, I really d-don't know how to s-say this but um." I paused and scratched the back of my head. "My period is a week and a half late... And I just threw up." I said, expecting a horrible response. I sat on the ground and cried. "I don't want a child, I feel that I'm not responsible enough." I cried out, between sobs. Jordan sat in front of me and wiped away my tears with his thumb.
~a/n~
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FanfictionWARNING THIS BEGINNING PART OF THE STORY IS SO BAD I WAS A FETUS WRITING THIS SO I APOLOGIZE Hope was a girl who felt shut out, isolated, from life. She never fit in. But one boy might change her mindset. ~Part 1 of ? ~Completed and sequel is up, c...