Why say no?

No doubt about it, I am going to burn in Hell! Part 2

This is Liz's POV please Enjoy and comment?

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I walk into the house in complete silence.

 I walk up to my room and stop at my moms room on the way.

 I look into her room and see her bed was made, her room looked like a castle.

 It had a black and red theme, the kind of room the Queen of hearts would have.

I fall to my knees and start crying, my body shaking like a rattle.

 I pull myself up and wipe the tears the away.

I go to her mahogany dresser and open it, taking out her favorite red top.

I look in the mirror and see my blues are bloodshot.

I punch the mirror and see glass shatter everywhere.

 I wipe my eye, put the top away and go to my room.

 I curl into a ball and lay on top of my Blue comforter.

 I manage to sleep for 5 hours.

I wake up at 3:00 and lay on my bed, waiting for my mom to talk in her sleep.

I immediately start crying and close my eyes allowing the tears to cascade down my face.

 I wipe them away and decide to get dressed.

 I put on a black dress that was just above the knee, black heels and had my curly blonde hair cascaded down my back.

 I slowly walk to my living room and sit there in silence.

 I wait until 6:00 to call Lexi

“Hello?” she asks grudgingly,

“Um hey Lexi, are we still getting driven to school by Jayce?” I ask, trying to sound strong but my voice comes out weak and low,

“Um ya he should be around in ummmmm 10 minutes!” She says.

I mumble a goodbye and hang up.

I sit on my black chair and watch out my window, waiting for Jayce to come and pick me up.

As I was about to give up on his slow ass he pulls up in front of my house, I open the doorand grab my blue bag, then walk to the car.

 I see Lexi is sitting in the back and I climb into the car without muttering a word.

 I sit down buckle myself in and look at Jayce as if to say lets get this over with.

 With a nod Jayce starts the car and drives to school.

 I put my headphones in and listen to “When it rains.” By Paramore, I slightly move head to the song and look at the passing cars.

I smile thinking about the time I played the ABC game when we were driving to the airport to go to Puerto Rico.

 I shake my head and realize we are at school.

I get out of the car without saying a word and walk slowly into school.

I realize I should go and talk to Lexi; I turn around and see Ms. Robicheaux was questioning them.

 “Mr. Davis, Ms.Turner why exactly did you two come to school together?”

 “They’re cousins Ms. Robicheaux, Mr. Davis is back from Virginia right? Or was it Miami?”Lexi and Jayce look at me; I just nod and look at Ms. Robicheaux waiting for an answer.

 She just closes her mouth and walks away.

I walk away before either of them can say a word.

 I walk into my first period and feel all eyes on me.

 I hear people whisper and tell me their sorry.

I can’t take it, I walk out of the room and hide out in the bathroom.

Lexi would be pissed but more than likely she would understand.

When the bell rings I realize I want to go home and walk to Jayce’s room.

 I stop at the door and see Lex sitting eating M&M’s.

I am just about to leave when I hear

 “She is a mess and to be honest I think I am the only thing that is holding her together. “ Lex said  looking at Jayce who was looking me, his face pale as a ghost.

 She looks at me, my blood was boiling.

“You selfish bitch! How dare you say I am unstable! I just lost my mother, the only family member I had left and you say you are the only thing holding me together? I’m sorry I don’t have a nice ass life like yours but you have NO right to say I would be worse without you! You want to test that out? You just made me absolutely sick to my stomach, have a fanfuckingtastic day! O by the way Jayce I need my car keys I am leaving school early I can’t handle all the questions and people crying and saying how sorry they are, but hey at least they aren’t saying that I am a mess without them. I’ll see you later.”

 With that I grabbed the keys and left her there.

I walk to my car and sit hit the steering wheel before crying.