Fear

Chapter 10

Today was the big day. We made all the arrangements to get on the plane to California. I didn't want my baby to be on a plane. He was just too small, but it had to be done.
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It was 3 in the morning and I woke up to Adrian's loud crying. I got up and walked to him. I changed his diaper and then brought him to the the kitchen and fixed him a bottle. He was still fussing. I fed him and he began to doze off. Soon he finished his bottle and I took it away from him. He than began to cry. I laid him across my shoulder and burped him. He was still fussing though. I rocked him and talked to him a little. Then I began to sing to him as I stood and rocked him.

"Hush little baby don't you cry
Mamma's gonna love you all your life
And if you ever need a friend
Mamma's right there till the very end
And if you're feeling down or weak
Mamma's gonna give you all the strength you need..."

He started to get quite and he just looked at me with his big brown eyes.

"Since when you know how to sing?" Jamel asked. I looked back at him.I forgot he never heard me sing.

"I can't sing." I said to him. I looked back at Adrian who was dozing off again. I laid him on my chest and rubbed his back until he fell asleep. Then I carried him to his crib and laid him down. I walked back into the room with Jamel and looked at the clock. It was 4:00 in the morning. We had to leave the house by 7 to catch the plane. I laid in the bed and looked at the wall. This is a big step. My mother was going to meet us at the airport. I went into the closet and finally finished packing my stuff. I sat on the edge of the bed and thought to myself. Jamel came to me and picked me up and sat me on his lap.

"What's on your mind baby girl?" He asked as he moved my hair away from my face. I looked at the wall and then at him and just shook my head. I got off his lap and went to the bathroom. I washed up and put on my bra and panties. I looked at mi body in the mirror and then back at Jamel. He came to me and sat me up on the counter. He got in between my legs and lifted my leg over his shoulder and kissed down from my calf to my thigh. I bit my lip as he kissed down.

"Baby can I try something? You would be the first girl I've ever done this to." He said to me. I just looked at him.

"Sure I guess. What---" I said to him. Before I could say anything else he ripped my panties and licked my vagina. I instantly moaned. He pulled me closer to him and continued to lick. He sent chills down my spine as he stuck his tongue inside. I pulled on his hair as he sucked on my clit. Then he picked me up and put both my legs over his shoulders and put me up against the wall. He continued to lick and suck. I couldn't take anymore. I started to cum and moan. He slurped up every bit of my juices and I loved it. He put me down and just held me.

"Tay. From now on we tell each other everything no matter what it is." Jamel said as he caressed my face. I nodded and agreed. May be he is changing for the best. I walked out the bathroom and then put on another pair of panties. I then lathered my body with lotion as Jamel watched. When I finished I put on one of his shirts and hurried down stairs and started cooking. I looked at thee clock and it was 5:34 A.M. I had finished cooking. I made eggs, grits, bacon, and waffles. I then rushed up stairs and woke Keisha up so she could wash. I washed her and brushed her teeth and then put on her clothes on and placed her pink Barbie robe over her. I got Aiden and then washed him and put his clothes on and brought them down stairs I fixed Keisha and Jamel's plate and then fed Aiden. Soon he was sound asleep in his car seat. After everyone ate, Jamel and I cleaned the kitchen and then I looked at the time again and it was 6:12 A.M. I rushed up stairs to get dressed. I wasn't going to get cute or anything. I threw on a pair of gray and black sweatpants and a blue crop top sweatshirt that read 1993. Then I grabbed my Retro 3s and put on my gold jewelry. I packed my brown purse and put my hair up in a ponytail. I'm cute but not too cute. I looked at the clock again and saw it was 6:55 A.M. I hurry down the stairs as Jamel loaded the car. We were gonna have our cars sent to California as well. We got in the car and said our prayers before we sped off. The car ride was kind of quiet besides my vigorous typing.