Fear

Chapter 6

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You ever felt like there was nothing left in life for you? Like there is no longer a purpose for you in life. Thats how I feel. I know that it's selfish to want to die and what not, but I don't want to die. I just want peace. I guess I'll never get that.

*BEEP BEEP*

I heard the sound of the heart rate machine in the hospital room. I opened up my eyes and looked over to see Adam on the couch. He had been crying. It made my heart hurt to see him cry.

"Ad-m" I said with a scratchy voice. My throat killed me as I spoke. My full words couldn't come out. He looked up at me and raced over to me. He grabbed my hands and kissed them.

"W-at is w-ong?" I asked pulling him to me with all the strength I could.

"I thought I lost you. Don't scare me like that anymore." He said grabbing my face and kissing me. I held onto his wrist and kissed him back. There was pain but I didn't care. We pulled away and our foreheads rested against each others. He was still crying.

"Shhhh." I said wiping his eyes as I started to cry. He kissed me deeply again.

"Don't ever leave me." He said in between our kisses as he still cried a little. I wiped his tears again and nodded. He grabbed my waist tightly and got in between my legs. He kissed on my face and neck. Pain started to fade as he kissed on me. He took off my hospital dress and looked over my body. There were cuts and bruises all over me. He just kissed my body passionately. Not once hurting me. He grabbed onto my waist again and trailed down to my vagina. He hovered over it first amd then kissed on my thighs gently.

"I love you." He said as he kissed on my body. When he said that I felt something I hadn't felt in a long time. I felt happy. Truly happy.

"I l-ve you too." I tried my best to say. And I meant every word. He looked at me and then gently kissed on my stitches on my vagina. It felt good, but sometimes it hurt a little. Then he ficked his tongue slowly amd lightly. That sent chills up my spine. My back arched a little. He jus held me down as he licked my clit. I moaned quietly. All the pain started to disappear completely.
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I woke up to Adam laying on my chest. I moved up in the bed a little, and his grip got tighter around me. I just laid there and caressed his face. His grip loosened up as he laid still. Then he instantly grabbed my waist tighter than before. I shrieked in pain as his grip became tighter and tighter. I pulled away from him with all my strength, but he wouldn't budge. My heart rate increased as I cried.

"A-am! Stop!" I cried. He let go and jumped up. I guess he had a bad dream or something.

"Shh. Baby I'm sorry. I didn't mean to hurt you." He said as he wiped my tears.

"Get up please." I said. He looked at me and then got up. I got out of the bed and walked slowly to the bathroom. There was pain in ever step.

"Let me he-" Adam said before I put my hamd out and stopped him. I walked into the bathroom amd cut on the shower water. I closed the door behind me and stripped down and got in the shower. The water beated down on my body gently. I stood under the water completely and watched as blood ran down my legs. I began to cry as the images appeared back amd forth through my mind. Soon I whipped my eyes and washed my body carefully. I got out the shower after about 30 minutes. I wrapped a towel around me and dried my long damp hair with a towel. Then I brushed my teeth and washed my face again. I walked back into the hospital room and saw paged the nurse. She came into the room and spoke.

"Hello Ms. Smalls. How are you feeling?" She asked.

"Pain." I said. She nodded.

"Well what is wrong?" She asked. Then she looked at the blood trails on the floor. "I'll get the doctor." She said as she walked out. Adam sat in the corner and looked out the window. I looked at him and then signaled him to come over to me. He walked over and looked at the blood then at me.