Harder Than You Know

Sleep

Rob's letting me sleep with him tonight just because not because I am having problems with the nightmares again. I cuddled up by him as we slept face to face again to avoid me from getting spooned or anything else like that nature. Rob put his arms around me and looked me in the eyes moving my bangs out of my eyes," I think I might be in love with you," he said mortified. I took off his glasses and watched his chest rose and fall to the beat of his heart. " I think that I am in love with you too, and not because of your status actually because of who you are, your soul," I told him. " I can see through you and see your soul it it's very vibrant and caring about others," I finished off. " I would say I can see yours but I just can't," he sighed. " It's okay,it took me a really long time," I admitted. We hugged each other and Rob rubbed my back too which helped soothe me of my anxiety from earlier with Amethyst. Which reminds me I wonder what Craig told Rob probably nothing to terribly important right I told myself. I put my head on Rob's chest listening to his heart beat it sounded steady and fast but not too fast. He wrapped himself on me nuzzling his head into my shoulder and then pulled the blanket over so we wouldn't be all cold. " Tomorrow after the concert I have a surprise for you," he teased me. " I hate surprises," I rolled my eyes. " I know," he chuckled punching me playfully in the arm. We then slowly got ready for bed changing into are pajamas, Rob wore a guns n roses shirt with sleep pants and I wore a nightgown. I pushed him on to his bunk which made him laugh," hey," he said pushing me down on the bed too. We got comfy and rested our head on the other's shoulder with a sweet sigh of relief.