Harder Than You Know

No

With all the stuff going on lately me and Rob haven't been as loving lately and it's just because we haven't really had the time. Rob and I hung out with black veil brides for about a hour since we're still on tour then went back to the van. Rob looked at his lap and looked disappointed at the lump in his jeans," so you got the pregnancy under control," he finally asked. " Yeah, the birth control worked there's no problem," I comforted him. Rob got up and looked in the mirror," shit," he grunted. I followed him to the bathroom to see him using a razor and shaving his face when he accidentally cut his lip," ow," he let out a groan. Rob told me to leave and I did so to respect him then closed the door. I went to my bunk and played some uno with Tj and Monte Craig and Amethyst joined us too but Max practiced his bass. After what seemed like forever Rob came out stumbling to his bunk and pulled the cover," hey want to play some Uno Robert," Craig asked waving his cards. " I don't know I don't really feel like it," he mumbled. When it got to be bed time I waited until the boys were asleep, or at least seemed like it then went to sleep with Rob. He usually talks but the just wrapped his body on mine and buried his head in my chest. I felt something on me once he fell asleep it was warm. Blood. I lifted his shirt a little but not too much so I wouldn't wake him but to see huge cuts with blood oozing out of them and they were fresh. No I told myself, please don't tell me he...but I already knew the answer.