Harder Than You Know

Panic

I woke up to Monte handing me some coffee," hey sleepyhead I just got some news," he said handing me some coffee. " What I groaned. " Robert got raped, he was forced to you know because Jess threatened you and twins lives don't believe me here's the note," he handed me a note. That damned Jess. I went back over to Rob's apartment and sat down by him he was clearly shaken. His eyes were wide and his hair was a mess and tears stained his soft face. He was frantic and started pacing the room mumbling things to himself that couldn't really understand. " Robert, Monte told me what happened and I'm not leaving you okay," he looked at me. He just sat down burying his head in my chest crying his eyes out and he gripped on to me, for once I felt like the man. " You got raped Rob it wasn't on will, you didn't do anything she pulled out a gun and threatened me and kids lives so she could get what she wanted from you, I'm not mad," I put my arms around him. " She forced her self into...and then she....," He could barely speak from the crying and the topic seemed to be bothering him. " I just want to hide." He rolled over on the couch and I put the blanket over him as he was shaking too much to get it. He's having a panic attack," Rob if you don't chill I'm going to have to take you to the hospital your breathing is getting really shallow," I warned him. He kept shaking and breathing heavily even after I tried to calm him down. His eyes started to cloud and he grew real pale, he was scaring me. Rob passed so I have to take him to the hospital.