Falling in love with my best friend-Namjoon

Chapter two: Confessions at the club

"Namjoon come dance with me!" you whined, pulling on his arm a bit, trying your best to pull him out of the booth.

"Can you even stand?" he chuckled, looking at you trying to pull his arm.

"I'm fine! C'mon." You kept pulling on his arm when he finally slid out of the booth.

"Wait, Y/N one more drink!" Jimin said giggling, putting a shot close to your face.

"Okay!" Without any hesitation, you grab the shot from Jimin's hand and gulp it down.

"Wait, that was too easy, another one!" Jimin picks up another shot and hands it to you.

"Hyung, why aren't you drinking?" Taehyung asked looking up at Namjoon, who was sitting at the edge of the booth.

"I am but in moderation. Someone has to take care of you guys," A faint smile appeared on his face.

"That's why we have Jin and Yoongi," Taehyung chuckled.

"Think again," He pointed to Yoongi who was dancing with Jin, which is a rare sight to see, he knew they were completely drunk. Then, Namjoon looked over at you drinking with Jimin, he has never seen you drink so much and became worried.

You did your shot with Jimin and grabbed Namjoon's hand to bring him out to the dance floor. You and Namjoon have danced in the past, it's the only way to feed your crush without him knowing.

You turned around to start dancing, starting to move close to him as you did in the past. He stood there wanting to put his hands on your body, that he has be looking at consistently tonight. He loved the black lace body suit you paired with your dark jeans, showing off your curves. Instead of pulling you in close, he backed away causing you to turn around and look at him confused.

"Y/N I can't dance like that with you anymore..." His eyes looked down to the floor then back up at you.

"Why?" You asked confused, feeling a bit hurt and embarrassed. You knew why deep down but there was a part of you wanting him to explain the reason. You stood on your tippy toes and wrapped your arms around Namjoon's head. If you were sober, you would not be all over him. He looked at you, deep into your eyes. You start to get a warm feeling, making your cheeks flush. Although, it could have been from the alcohol.

Your heart started to dance around inside, doing ballerina twirls. You loved when he would look into your eyes, making you fall weak in the knees.

"You know" he hesitated "...my girlfriend," his eyes shot away from yours, almost feeling guilty. He loved dancing with you and feeling you close to him. The last time you guys danced together, he was only talking to her, without your knowledge. That was the night he got a little drunk and almost kissed you if it wasn't for Jungkook coming in between you guys.

The mention of his girlfriend raised anger inside of you. You have been wanting to tell him the encounter you had with his 'precious' girlfriend a few months ago. Although, you have stopped yourself every single time. You told Jimin and Hoseok it was not worth starting a fight over, plus you see how happy she makes him. You even told Hoseok it made sense for you and Namjoon to stop hanging out alone and only hang out when the group is together. You understood he had a new female in his life. Someone he tells all his secrets to now, someone he laughs and jokes with. Someone who he can be sexual with... That last thought made you cringe and become even angrier.

You looked up at Namjoon with eyes trying to tell you he was sorry. Then, you told him something you would never say to him if you were sober. "I don't like Nuri," you blurred out staring right into his eyes.

"What?" He asked, not being able to hear you from the music.

You yell to him with his head a little down, ear towards you, trying to hear better.

"I don't like Nuri!" you loudly repeated.

"Why?" he questioned, thinking how you guys got along just fine.

"She's rude to me, you don't even know what she said to me! Plus, she treats you like shit. Only using you for money!"

His eyes changed from being confused to anger fueling inside. "Okay, you're just drunk," he said lightly grabbing your arms, bringing them down from around his head. "You don't know what you're saying," he gently placed your arms back down to your side, quickly letting go.

"But I do! She's horrible! You could do better!" You yelled not thinking clearly.

"Like who?" He angrily snapped back.

"Me! I like you so much, Joon. I have the biggest crush on you since forever. I want to be with you." You looked up at him with drunk, hazy eyes, hoping he will tell you the same thing.

"You...you like me?" His stutters out,  right eyebrow flinching up, with his jaw locking. His dragon eyes set on you.

"Yes, a lot! Break up with her!"

"Y/N!" he yelled at you, making you flinch. Namjoon has never risen his voice at you in such a manner. Even the people dancing close by looked in your guy's direction.

Your eyes looked at him angrily, "Fuck you," you yelled at him and stormed off to the bathroom to cry.

You sat on the toilet quietly crying into your hands so no one else can hear you. You sat up knowing you need to pull yourself together. The 'sober you' is trying desperately to jump out and fix the situation 'drunk you' caused. But when you got back to the table there was Jimin with more shots waiting for you.

"Drink up!" Jimin yelled excitedly.

"No, that's okay..." You scan the booth looking for Namjoon but only to see the guys talking to different people.

"I thought you could keep up?" Jimin teased, sticking his tongue at you.

"Where's Namjoon?" you asked quickly, when you noticed he wasn't at the table or the dance floor.

He shrugged his shoulders then you turned around when Jungkook called for you.

"What happened with you guys on the dance floor?" he yells in your ear.

"We had an argument, why?"

"Well, he just took off. He told me he would catch up with us tomorrow." He pulled away and you stared at him, worried about what you might have caused.

Your heart fell to your stomach, starting to sober up even more now. Then, you turned around and grabbed the shot off the table. "Let's do more!" You yelled over at Jimin who smiled a toothy grin. You wanted to forget this night.