Falling in love with my best friend-Namjoon

Chapter nine: The end of it

Namjoon was going insane, he could not stay still, even if he tried. When he would sit on his couch, he would be right back up; pacing his whole apartment. He wants to make sure he has all of Nuri's belongings in the box and has the right words to say to her. He is afraid of what she might do or say to him, causing his heart to race. He tries everything to calm down his emotions by thinking of sleeping next to you at Jin's house last week.

The next morning, you both woke up to him cuddling you, having his arm draped around your side. You couldn't help but smile feeling his closeness, something that has happened a hand full of times on accident. But then you remembered the others are still in Jin's apartment, quickly turning to Namjoon, whose eyes started to flicker open.

"Morning," he said with a deep morning voice. If you weren't in a panic, you would find it incredibly sexy but you were freaking out too much.

"Morning Joon, but you have to go before the others wake up," you mutter your words fast.

"Fine, kick me out of bed," you roll your eyes at him as he slowly makes his way out of bed. When he stands up you can't help but look at his body. You don't know when he took off his shirt but you couldn't help but gawk at him. You have seen him shirtless before countless of times. Like you will never forget the first time you saw him shirtless when you all went swimming, but this time made your mind wonder. Not only was your mind wondering, your eyes did too. Your eyes were making their way to see the bulge which was appearing from under his gray sweatpants.

"Quit staring," he said, trying to find his basketball shorts. 

You couldn't help but smile, feeling your cheeks heat up. "Well, put it away!" You chuckled. 

He leaned over the bed close to your face, "Maybe one day it will be a better morning." You sat there in shock, couldn't believe what he just told you. Did he mean, what I think he means?  Your thoughts were broken up by Namjoon's smile, he kissed your forehead then walked out the door. You sat there with your mouth open in shock. This man will be the death of me.

The two of you hung out the next day alone but it wasn't an official date. It was just the two of you dancing in the studio, making it feel like old times. At one point, he got close to you, bringing your body against his. Your body shivered underneath his touch and could feel your face becoming warm. He leaded down to kiss you softly on the lips making each of you forget every problem you have. 

Namjoon's thoughts of you guys in the dance studio are broken up by hearing a knock on the door. His smile fades away, as his hands start to shake from his nerves. He takes in a deep breath then let out a long sigh as he opens the door. There was Nuri standing in front of him wearing a long casual light-yellow dress, with white stockings on underneath, the bottom hiding in her flats. Her hair is curled and her blush lips were the first thing Namjoon notices but has to shake off his thoughts because he knew those lips don't compare to yours.

"Come in," he says shyly, holding the door open for her. She quickly walks in and once he shuts the door, she wastes no time going after him.

"Why are you ignoring me?!" She yells at him, crossing her arms in front of her. Namjoon stands in his doorway knowing this would happen quickly.

"Well, that's why I have been wanting to talk to you. Can we sit down?" he says calmly, trying to make her relax a bit. He was hoping if she heard his calm voice, her anger wouldn't get the best of her but clearly it didn't work.

"No, I know what is happening here. Just say it!" She demands as she is on the verge of tears but trying so hard to hold them back.

"Okay..." He lets out a deep sigh, "We should break up. I don't feel a connection with you anymore like we use to in the beginning."

"That's a lame excuse, Namjoon! It's because of Y/N!" she yells, her anger flying off her body.

He is taken back, hoping she didn't know anything. There is no way she could, it has to be speculation.

"What do you mean?" he asks with a poker face.

"I know she likes you and clearly you like her back!"

"I don't know what you're talking about, she is my friend. I'm breaking up with you for a reason," his voice is begging to raise, becoming angry with her. 

"Which is?"

"You're using me," He knows it isn't the main reason but after his talk with Hoseok, he made it clear to him she was; he knew but didn't want to believe it. Hoseok tried his best not to be mean but he couldn't help blurt out his true feelings about Nuri.

"Oh, so you're listening to your friends!" She yells, poking the inside of her cheek with her tongue.

He cocks his left eye brow up, "What?"

"I overheard Taeyhung tell one of your friends they think I'm using you," she places her hands on her hips staring him down. 

"And, so? You are! I didn't want to believe it-"

She cut him off, "Why? Did that whore Y/N make you see it as well."

That one word made him explode; he wants to yell at the top of his lunges at her because he cares about you so much. It hurt for someone to call you a horrible name. Instead of yelling profane words at her, he walks straight to his room and brings back out the box of her stuff. He couldn't help but basically throw it at her. "Get the fuck out," he says in a low, stern voice. Pointing towards the door.

She starts chuckling, making Namjoon's jaw lock, becoming furious, "Why are you laughing?"

"You can't break up with me..." She says, staring right into Namjoon's soul; making his facial expression change.

"Why's that?"

"I will tell everyone their favorite idol dated me, when you really aren't supposed to."

His heart sank, being completely frustrated with her, he forgets about a big detail. But then he pictures you. He pictures you in the dance studio yesterday with him. When the two of you started dancing, staring into each other's eyes it made him for get about everything. It made him so upset the both of you wasted time not telling each other how you truly felt. But, at that moment, he had you in his arms. He knew he wanted to you but there was one thing standing in the way.

"I don't care, Nuri. If that's what you want to do, fine. But just know, Army will come after you. I won't be there to help. You got what you wanted from me, which was money and sex. I don't know what else you want!" He says throwing up his hands in defeat.

"To be with you, obviously," she says with a smirk.

"Get the fuck out of my home," He booms in a stern voice, causing her to scoff and walk out his door. He couldn't believe he even dated her in the first place.