Rage love lust/ Tom kaulitz

is it Love

2006
15th July

I looked trough my closet aggressively. "Omg I will scream. Camilla , where's my baggy pants." While waiting for my sister to come with my baggy pants I looked for a good top to wear. "The black one it is" I mumbled with a smile, already imagining how hot my outfit will look like on me. "Here are your fucking pants Carla." She screamed while rolling her eyes. My sister stopped and looked me up and down "You look good tho." changing her mood. I nodded and checked myself out in the mirror. "So mason huh?" She asked while grinning. "Huh where do you know that information ?" Scoffing at the false information she claimed, as always"Ohh please I saw the way he looked at you. He is on his knees for you" Camilla joyfully smiled, braiding a little part of my hair. "Carla?"  Camilla mumbled.I turned to face her just as she finished my hair "Yeah?" I replied. "Carla don't get mad at me. Me and Tom kinda are starting to maybe date. I know, I know I said it's nothing serious when we kissed but we kinda like each other." She mumbled making a pop in her mouth. The only thing which came out of me was fake smiling "I'm not mad?" I scowled stop her . "Good" she breathed in relief.

I took my phone and headed downstairs. "Bye mom" I kissed her on her forehead and went outside. I saw mason crossing the path from the other street to my door. He hugged me and we started walking.

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I saw her close her front door. She turned to face me and did a little wave. She is so fine. I made my way towards her and we faced each other. My heart was racing really fast. "Hey Mason" she said. Say my name one more time and I'll kill for you. I wanted to feel her so I hugged her. I grabbed her waist and pulled her close to me. She hugged me by my neck. After our hug we started walking to a park.

[Time skip]

Mason and I arrived. He lead me to his group of friends. They were 4 boys and 1 girl. Kill me. No way. Why. Are you kidding me. Am I dreaming. I stopped when I saw who his friend group was. Mason also stopped and looked confused. "Mason can we maybe go somewhere else. I asked. Mason stopped looking at me and took a look at his friends. His hands were on his hips. "Why" he asked confused . "Omg Camilla hi" bill shouted and waved at me. "Hi bill" I waved a kind of awkward wave. "You know them?" Mason asked and raised his eye brows. "We'll yes only the boys not the girl." Mason put his arm on my shoulder and lead me to his friend group. They were drinking bear and Tom, Georg were smoking. "Hi Carla" Georg hugged me.

[time skip]

I soon got to know the girl, her name was Amelie. She was so nice and most of the time me and her chatted. I took a cigarette and smoked. Tom glanced looks at me and I also looked at him, sometimes. "You smoke?" He said while grinning. "Yeah I do have a problem?" I asked annoyed. Mason quickly took my hand and he whispered something in my ear. While he whispered I focused on Tom. I watched him. He smirked in a jealous way and I saw how his jawline tensed up. He was jealous but why? He loved my sister And I love him.

"Carla?" Mason tapped my shoulder. "Sorry my head hurts a bit." I lied. Mason nodded. "Me and Carla are leaving" he said. Amelie hugged me and I said my goodbyes. Tom had a death stare. "Hey Mason I can walk her to her house, I have to see Camilla anyways." Tom said to mason. Mason nodded and hugged me wrapping his arms around my waist which didn't really change Toms mood. I saw how Tom watched mason touching me, I knew he hated it .

[time skip]
Smut {TW}
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We made it to her house. She was so fucking hot. I couldn't stop staring at her. "Tom?" She said with raised eyebrows. "Sorry I zoned out" I chuckled. She was blushing. I know she likes me and I like her. "I know you wanted to walk me home not because of Camilla, Camilla is at a sleepover and you know that, so wanne come inside" Carla asked crossing her arms. I nodded. She lead me inside. When we got up the stairs I couldn't stop looking at her ass as she walked in front of me. She showed me her room. It looked so clean. " Wanne Watch a Movie?" She asked. Yes I do pls. "Sure " I said awkwardly. How am I being this chill when my mind is creating scenarios about her. We laid in her bed under a blanket and watched the movie Maléna. Fuck my thing got hard. I couldn't play it calm I had to. I touched her thighs. She looked at me. Her eyes followed mine while my eyes followed down her lips. "Tom I-" I didn't let her. I grabbed her face and kissed her. I felt her smiling. My God. Carla smiled. I want to feel you Carla.

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When he kissed me I felt like in heaven. I felt guilt because he's my sisters boyfriend but I didn't care in that moment. He took my neck and kissed it slowly. I moaned in his ear. "My God Tom" I whispered. "Fuck Carla" he whimpered. He went through my top and slowly undressed me. He took off his baggy jeans off, and also undressed himself.

"Tom wait" I got up went through my side table storage and got a condom. "Are you sure?" He asked while licking his lip. I nodded. He smiled while staring at me, topless. He spread my legs open and went straight to what he wanted to do to me the day he saw me which was going inside my body . He was so damn good at this, he probably did this often. I had sex with him and it was the best one I ever had. I felt safe in him. I got tired and my whole body collapsed on my bed. Tom put my hair behind my ear and kissed me. "We still have to watch the movie you know" he winked. I smiled at him and kissed him again. We cuddled and he pulled my body close to his. At that moment I forgot everything. Camilla, mason, my past.

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Chapter 4 tomorrow's Thursday:) 1039 words