Rage love lust/ Tom kaulitz

our daughter died

"Mommy when are we in Disney land." A little girls voice was heard from the back seat. I turned and saw Tom next to me driving the car. We were driving on a freeway. I looked at toms hands pressing on the shifter exposing his veins. Tom looked at me smirking. I quickly gave him a smile but soon glided my eyes on his hands again. He wore a silver ring on his ring finger.

Was I married to Tom Kaulitz and had a kid with him?

"We will arrive in around 30 minutes okay Amy?" Tom looked back at our daughter. "Im tired I'll sleep a bit." I looked at Tom with tired eyes. He concentrated on the road while putting his hand on my exposed thighs rubbing his thumb in circles. "Dad watch out!" The little girl screamed as my eyes opened in shock. A big ghost driver in a truck was 1 meter in-front of our car, very close bumping into us. Tom turned his steering wheel in a 90 degree angle making our car drifting in a field. The last thing I heard were sirens and flashes of blue and red lights.

Our daughter died in the car crash.

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I woke up scared sweating on my forehead like I was jogging for hours. I was sitting on my bed with both of my wrist pressing on the bed mattress. I was breathing heavily making Tom wake up. "Hey, hey what's wrong baby." Tom sat up trying to comfort me. I started crying, tears were rolling down my cheeks. "Now tell me what happened." He calmly said as he gently grabbed my face facing his now. His eyes looked straight into mine making me calm myself up from his presence . "I guess I had a bad dream." I explained sniffing my nose. "I love you Carla." He pressed his body against mine making my hands wrap around his neck while I tugged my face into his shoulder. Tears still fell down my cheek because of what I just dreamed. "I love you too" I told him making him smile. "Carla you're so pretty." He shook his head looking at me. I admired his brown dark eyes while I gently grabbed his face kissing him on the lips making him smirk throughout the kiss.

Tom got up pressing on a remote. The blinds from the floor windows slowly went up while the sun shone right through the window. I squeezed my eyes shut of the sudden brightness and got up to go to the bathroom.

You opened the bathroom cabinets grabbing a spare toothbrush. While you brushed your teeth Tom came in grabbing your waist from the back. He slowly kissed your neck sucking on it. You spit out the toothpaste and washed the toothbrush.

Carla's pov

His lips on my neck felt so good. I giggled at him sucking it slowly. I turned my body for him to switch his hand placement. He slowly moved both of his hands from my waist grabbing my ass cheeks. "Let's get dressed."

I walked out of the bathroom leaving him groaning. "How can you be so happy after a bad dream." He followed me out of the bathroom smiling at himself. I took my bra which was laying on the floor. He quickly stood up grabbing my tits from behind. " I don't know." I stuttered at this sudden deed of him.

"Carla when did you loose your virginity?" He randomly asked dropping his hands of your tits. He grabbed your arms as you sighed at his direct question . He saw what his question did to you and responded. "Hey you don't have to tell me if your not comfortable." You thought about it if your ready  "I was 15." I paused continuing what I wanted to say. I saw the curiosity in Toms eyes which made me comfortable. I tried not to tear up. "He was my boyfriend for 2 years. I was ready to loose my virginity with the boy I loved so much. When we did it he secretly filmed it and shared the tape around the whole school. "

I looked at my hands nervously what Tom was about to say. I was scared that he would be disgusted by me but at my surprise he pressed his lips against mine. I wanted to tell him more but Tom stopped me by pressing his lips on mine, this time fighting with my tongue. The kiss was so passionate, maybe our best make out yet.