Rage love lust/ Tom kaulitz

New life new me

I was so happy when I saw Berlin again, it was like a chill all over my body. It felt like my past was forgotten. I didn't have to worry about it, it was just gone.

"When are we here" my little sister screamed  annoyed. My dad drove into a neighborhood. The neighborhood had many apartments but also a few houses. The apartments looked big and rich. My dad drove in a parking lot and I quickly glanced at our house. "Whoa it looks bigger than in the pictures" my sister said who was the same age as me. "Omg camilla we should totally check out our rooms" I said in excitement.
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Childhood
"Mom Camilla took my Barbie doll" I cried. Camilla got up and tried to hide it behind her back. I looked at her and rolled my eyes. My little 5 year old sister was the youngest. I always loved Sophie. Camilla and I grew more closer as we got older. We looked similar and when we always used to go out I got the attention for my beauty and not her. I always felt a little bad but I mean she had 5 boyfriends and I didn't even have one.

I was the more quiet sibling of us 3. When Camilla used to go off to parties I was stuck inside reading books. I always loved books especially murder mystery but that quickly changed when I got to the age of 14, when boys, parties and drugs came a part of my life.

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I made my way to my room and admired it. It was white and it had large windows going from the top till the bottom.I cleaned my room and finished with the last touches while listening to a new song.

"Lunch" your mom screamed from downstairs. You and your sisters ran downstairs to the kitchen table. Your mom put out 5 plates and you all had lunch. You stabbed into the chicken breast and layed your head on the table. "What's wrong Carla?" Your mom asked. You didn't reply. "Ok so me and your dad are not going to be home tomorrow Saturday, we will be home Sunday night" she smiled at you and your sisters.

[time skip]

You sat on your desc while preparing for school. You thought about what to do today on this boring Saturday. Maybe go outside with Sophie? You opened your door and went into the hallway.

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I opened the door thinking of taking my sister to the playground when I heard a noice. NO I must be not hearing right. All I heard was kissing sounds . I opened her room door and saw a boy with blonde dreadlocks, black hair band and a cap, who laid on top of her. He had baggy cloths "stop drooling over him haha" Camilla chuckled. "Bro Camilla stop moaning so loud. We are not even a week in Berlin and you-" I stopped. The guy got up and came to me. He gave me his hand "Hi I'm Tom" he said while smirking. "I'm Carla " I said while looking at his beautiful dark eyes. "Carla show Tom where the bathroom is please" my sister said annoyed. "Can you not do it yourself?" I asked annoyed. "Ugh just show him the damn bathroom" I signaled him the door to the bathroom. "Actually you are quite cute" Tom said while looking me up and down to which I immediately blushed.  "look me and your sister aren't a thing or whatsoever " he said while looking at me. "I don't care?" I said and rolled my eyes. "Ooo a feisty girl huh? Kinda hot" he smirked while rubbing his neck.

[time skip]
Sunday was actually pretty chill. I was choosing what to wear for school tomorrow since it was my first day after all with my sister. I was really worried being called slut again, I shrugged it off and showered. I was just laying in  bed thinking of everything. My head was so full that I couldn't sleep at all so I got up to smoke a cigarette, what I do when I'm sometimes nervous. I watched as the cars drove while it rained. "Germany is so rainy for some reason" I mumbled to myself, taking a long drag, that's when my door opened. I hid my cigarette behind my back in case it was my mother. "It's just me " my sister whispered. "Can I have one?" Camilla asked. I nodded nervously handing her one. We both starred out of the open window when she turned to face me "Carla I know you have a crush on Tom. It's okay if u do because I don't really like him he's nothing really" she said. "I don't have a crush" I said. "Sure" she chuckled.

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I threw her on the bed and looked her in the eyes. She wasn't pretty but I just wanted to kiss again. I took her face and kissed her intense. Her lips felt so smooth brushing against mine. The door opened and I quickly looked up by the sudden movement . I fell in love. This never happened before that I felt something like
this. This girl was the sister I was kissing. Shit. I saw her looking at me in some type of way of jealousy. Her face looked disappointed so I quickly introduced myself. I saw her sparkly eyes look at me. Her brown wavy hair sat perfectly. She had such beautiful green eyes. Her body was slim as well as her face. Her cute mole on her face was so distracting. Her olive skin was shining like stars. Who is this girl, because God I want her so bad.