The Devil's Love

Chapter 10 Love Hurts

" Tyler!" "Oww would you stop waking me up by smacking me with a pillow!" I yelled " Do you remember what happened last night?!" She yelled " Wednesday stop, what do you mean " she rolled her eyes and I noticed she was covering herself and both of our clothes we wore to dinner last night were on the floor " Shit shit shit shit!" I panicked " Are you on" " No!" " And we didn't" " No we didn't use a condom *flash back of last night " "Hhm" Wednesday moaned into the kiss as I pinned her against the wall " Tyler" she went to say something but stopped I ignored it and moved down to her neck* Flash back over* Shit shit shit shit!" " You know saying shit over and over again doesn't do anything" Well I don't know what to do I just woke up and I'm try to process this " She pushed me out of bed causing me to fall and taking the blanket with me " Get dressed is what you can do" I looked at her she had lost the blanket that was covering her,she was so beautiful I sat there admiring her beauty, her hair down the way the sunlight from the window hit her face highlighting her features like her freckles" Hey stop staring creep" she threw a pillow at me " I wasn't staring I was admiring your beautiful face " I smiled and stood up unraveling the blanket from me and grabbed my boxers " By the way I have a huge hangover so you throwing pillows at me isn't helping " I told you not to drink so much at dinner last night" I rolled my eyes and went into my bag of clothes getting shorts and walked over to her when she was dressed and hugged her from behind and kissed her shoulder " I love you" I whispered in her ear softly which send shivers down her spine " I love you too" she whispered back I moved my hands to her waist then on her stomach " You known if you're pregnant I'm not going to leave you, no matter what happens I'll be by your side" I whispered softly as I swayed us back and forth slowly and kissed her Jawline she put her hand in my cheek "Just known it's not your fault, its mine… You may have been drunk but I wasn't knew exactly what I was doing I was just so caught up in the moment I didn't even think about protection which is so not like me!" " Shhh, Hey hey it's not your fault " I turned her head to look at me and we held strong eye contact" If you are pregnant this baby will not be a burden or be called an accident" " Okay?" " Okay" she nodded, I smiled and kissed her, rubbing her stomach and she caressed my cheek with her thumb, I moved my one hand to her cheek moving her beautiful black hair out of her face " Let's go get some food shall we?" I asked breaking the kiss " Sure" she giggled she was so adorable even when we were younger and she looked like she wanted to kill everybody even people she was close with now she shows emotion around people she cares about but to strangers she still looks like she wants to stab your eyes out " I need to get some ice water " I groaned rubbing my head" You shouldn't have drank so much last night" she laughed as we walked downstairs to the kitchen and she got me a glass of ice cold water" Thanks love" I smiled and took a big sip and sat on the counter " Whatcha gonna make " I asked like a toddler leaning in closer to her till she pushed my face away " Umm maybe pancakes " she walked away grabbing a bowl a whisk and some boxed pancake mix " Yummy with chocolate chips?" I asked and she sighed walking to the fridge grabbing something on her way back to her counter throwing a back of chocolate chips at me " Yes" she sighed again and she started to mix the batter " LET ME OUT OF HERE!" I begged and cried on my knees in a padded room " PLEASE" I cried hitting my head off the walls screaming in pain I was all alone and nobody could hear my screams of pain or they could and ignored them " Please, Please don't leave me in here" I cried my hand on the door as I slid down " Tom help me please I don't need to be here I'm not insane" in begged him through my tears I could see him walking through the hallway through the little slot they put my food through as I had it lifted open " I'M NOT CRAZY" I yelled punching the door and just cried " Tyler! Tyler, are you okay!" I heard Wednesday snapping and saw her waving her hand in front of my face " Yeah yeah" I said breathing heavily " just some bad memories of that mental hospital" I took a deep breath to control my breathing as she rubbed my back" How long was like that?"  She looked at me and then the stovetop and back at me " 5 minutes" she said and I kissed her forehead " I'm okay go make your pancakes" I told her and she didn't look like she believed me I just looked at my arms my scars healing from when I was in that hell hole " Tyler are you ever going to tell me what actually happened in that place" she asked sitting down putting my plate in front of me and hers in front of hers and I just grabbed my water taking a sip " Tyler…" " I don't want you to know that" I muttered and started to eat some of my food " Thank you for the pancakes" " Tyler I have a right to know " " Wednesday you don't want to know " " Tyler just tell me " I tried fucking killing my self okay!" I yelled slamming my hands on the table but then held my head as the yelling and slamming made my head hurt worse she placed her hand on mine " Ty-" Wednesday just drop it" I sighed shoving food in my mouth trying to stop the conversation and I looked up at her, he face was a mix of emotions, I swallowed my food " I told you, you didnt want to know" I drank some water and finished what's left of my food as I took huge bites I got up and washed my plate " Tyler don't leave" " I'm going to lay down my head hurts" I said in a annoyed voice and walked upstairs laying on Wednesdays bed which we shared last night and I started to doze off and I heard Wednesday come upstairs and felt her climb in the bed behind me so I flipped sides and I pulled her closer to me dozing off to sleep