The Devil's Love

Chapter 17 Please! No! I Won't Do It Again!

" Good morning sleepyhead" I smiled at Tyler as he walked down the stairs the twins were crawling around playing with their toys"Morning gorgeous" he smiled and walked over to me wrapping his arm around my waist pulling me closer to him and pulled me into a kiss putting his other hand on my face pulling away from the kiss " Merry Christmas" he said softly " Come on let's go let the twins open their gifts" I said dragging him over to the living room, the twins are 4 now" Okay are you guys ready for presents?!" He asked all excitedly and the twins ran to the tree " Dada open this one!" Katie smiled as she ran to Tyler with a gift from me but Tanner ran to me with one for me from Tyler " Here Mama" he said he had a little bit of speech problems " Katie let Mama open her gift first" he said softly pointing Katie's attention to me I opened the box and saw a piece of paper I didn't even read it I looked over at Tyler and he was on his knee holding a box with a ring in it I put my hands over my face about to start crying " Wednesday Addams will you marry me?" He asked and I just nodded yes and I pulled him into a hug smiling and grabbing him by his face smashing my lips against his as he chuckled into the kiss deepening it " Yayy!" I heard Katie shout and clap her hands bouncing up and down “ Dada now open this one!” Katie handed Tyler his present and Tyler opened it “ What is this?” He looked at me and saw nothing but then he looked back pulling something out “ You're pregnant!” He looked at me all smiley his eyes full of joy as he kissed me again he pulled away from the kiss he rested his forehead against mine smiling and Tanner was trying to get me to open another one " Mama I got you this one!" He said and I pulled away from the kiss looking down at him as Tyler out the ring on my finger then turning my attention to Tanner “ How about you guys open yours first” I said and Tyler sat next to me again holding my hand as we watched the kids open their gifts “ I want another one” He whispered softly but I was scared what if something happened to the baby during my pregnancy like what happened to Tanner “ I'll be back I gotta go use the restroom” Tyler spoke and rushed upstairs I didn't think anything of it at first until he was gone for awhile “ I'll be right back” the twins nodded and played with the toys they'd open already I went upstairs and knocked on the bathroom door “ Tyler?” I asked softly and I didn't get a response I opened the door and I saw him on the counter freaking out “ Stop! Stop! No!” He yelled but I quickly shut the door and hugged him trying to get him to calm down “ Tyler Im here it's okay” “ Stop! Get off of me! He-!” He was quiet then he stopped freaking out I opened the door and looked down the stairs to see the kids still playing but when I went back into the bathroom he was the Hyde” Tyler!?” I panicked a little bit but tried to stay calm to show him it's alright “ Babe its okay it's me Wednesday” I put my hands out and slowly walked closer he didn't do anything then he raised his hand like he was gonna hit me I closed my eyes and then Tyler stopped and backed up and turned back into himself I quickly grabbed a towel running to Tyler covering him and hugged him “ Let's go get you some clothes” I said helping him up as he held onto the towel around his waist “ I'm a monster” “ You are not!” I scolded him but he didn't listen he sat on our bed with the door closed I went to the closet and got him clothes “ I almost hurt you…” I grabbed his face and made him look at me “ There's nothing you can say that justifies that!” He pulled away from my grip putting on the clothes I gave him “ Tyler-” “ Wednesday I was going to kill you!” He yelled “ Wednesday the Hyde is nothing but a monster who wants nothing but to kill!” “ But it makes no sense you have no master, I killed Thronhill or whatever her name was” “ You're my master now since you killed her” “ But I didn't order you to turn into the Hyde”  “ I don't know why it happened Wednesday! Maybe it was because of those flashbacks I don't know but I- I can't forgive myself “ I looked at him he looked scared and angry” Do you want me to make another appointment?” “ What's the point, we've been doing this for 4 years! And everytime it's the same thing they say it it happens again to bring me back they just keep putting me on this fucking pills and I'm tired of it!” I sat next to him grabbing his hand but he pulled his hand away from mine reaching for his pills on the nightstand. I handed them to him “ Want me to get you a drink?” He didn't answer me he just took what he needed “ I don't even know why I'm taking them, they don't do shit!” He threw the bottle on the floor and got up “ Let's go, the kids are waiting. “ He walked downstairs with a smile on his face, it was fake of course he would never let the twins see him like that” Daddy! Daddy, look what I got!” Katie ran towards us with a stuffed cat as we walked downstairs “ Awesome baby go show me what else you got, Daddy just needs to get a drink” Katie smiled and gave him a big hug and ran back over to the tree as I walked next to Tyler “ Make the appointment please, I'll never forgive myself if something happened to you or the twins” I just nodded slightly and grabbed my phone out scheduling an appointment for him before putting it away and sat next to him on the couch as the kids finished opening their presents