Imperfectly Perfect

The truth

"Tine... I know you dont mean this and you are just saying this because I saw the other side of you. So lets not cross the limits today."
By this time, I could see tears brimming in Tine's eyes. Fuck! I have hurt him again.
"What did I do?" He asked all of a sudden.
"Huh?"
"WHAT DID WIN SAY TO YOU? AND WHAT HAPPENED???" BY NOW, I am sure that he is losing his emotions again and he was half yelling.
"Tine..."
"Just tell me phi, what have I done this time?"
"I donno what happened Tine, we were talking and suddenly you started calling me P'Bai and hugged me. You told me how lonely you felt when I left and similar things. I was shocked too when I heard things. But I like you.. No, scratch it, I love you so much and I trust you more than you can ever see. I know something has happened these past years and im very much curious to know what. But if it hurts you, I wont ask. I will only wait till you are ready to tell me."
"Phi..." He was a crying mess by now and my heart is breaking sweing him like this.
All I could think was, what had happened to my Tine? But out of no where, I could feel a pair of soft lips on mine. I instantly recognised whose it was. My Tine was kissing me. His lips are still the sane. Soft and so full.
His lips were pressed against mine and he softly started licking them. I could feel the pool in my stomach by now and in no time, I was replying to his kiss and started sucking his upper lips. Tine started moaning into the kiss and i took the chance to slip my tongue inside his mouth. There was no fight for dominance between our tongues as we sucked eachother. There was only a feeling of longiness and craving of 8 years. I am sure by this time that Tine never stopped loving me. He still loves me! I cupped both his cheeks to pull his face closer and he did the same circling his hands around neck. I donno how much time had passed, but both of lips were swollen by now and i am sure that they are already wouded. Suddenly Tine withdrew his lips from mine and put a distance between our bodies. Even in the dim light, i could see both his swollen  eyes and bruised lips.
"Phi, the actually want you to know about me. The real Ti e and what happened to me over these years. I never thought you would meet Win this soon."
Okay. Now i am really confused. Isnt it Win him? Why is he refering to himself as a thirdperson?
Tine slowly got up from the bed and opened the door for me to follow him. Again, i followed him without any question. We stopped infront of another door this time and he turned to me.
"I know this is all gonna be confusing for you and you may not even like me after this. But im tired of hiding myself from you phi and that is why i kept my distance from you all these years even though i knew what you were doing".
I feel like im in the middle of a puzzle now. I mean what is he even talking about and he knew where I was all these years?
"I am not the same person you met 10 years back. And I dont evn have the job that my mom told you about. I used to be a full time editor, but now, I freelance only."
Saying this, he opened the door and i was welcomed by a very dimly lit room with a lot of books and.... Are those the pictures we took when we were togethet? The whole room has books and photos where majority of the photos were of me and Tine together back the.
"Phi, this is my real world, Win Metawin's world and the building qe are currently in is my entire world. I am not Tine here, im Win in this world. This is a small world i created for myself and others like me. And by saying that, he handed me a book named " 2gether with you" And the author was none other than Win Metawin.
"Your face asks me a lot of things. I cant answer all these now, but lemme tell you this. Tine Teepakorn is not Win. The one infront of you is Tine and the one who called u p'bai is Win, not Tine. We both are different. We are two personalities in the same body.Tine may be real, but Win is my other half, the one who helps me survive. In other words, I am suffering from dissociative personality disorder wherein my mind is split into different personaloties and i have no control over who I am."
Hearing this, I could only stay with my mouth wide open. Being in a state of Shock would be an understatement. I felt as if my whole world collapsed!