|Die for you.| Tom Kaulitz

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All the engines started, humming so loud the ground was vibrating. I was so excited to race with Tom again. I looked over at him and he was just as excited, a wide smile on his face. His leg was shaking in anticipation, his hands gripped strongly on the steering wheel.

He reached over and squeezed my thigh gently, a small reassuring gesture. I smiled and squeezed his hand in response. These moments with Tom were my favorite.

A half naked women came out in front of the line of cars, swaying her hips and smiling wide. Engines immediately started revving and people were cheering. She gave the signal to go and Toms car shot forward, my whole body slamming back into the seat. He was so focused right now, his eyes flicking between the mirrors and the road.

Adrenaline pumped through me as we flew down the streets, slightly drifting around the bends. A few cars were able to just about keep up with Tom but he was definitely not going to let them win. I had a huge smile on my face now, it was almost like all my problems were irrelevant now. The only thing I was thinking about is getting to the finish line.

Tom sped around the last bend, the finish line in sight now. A silver was car riding the bumper behind us, this was definitely irritating Tom. He started to swerve back and forth to confuse the guy, causing him to fall back slightly.

We raced over the finish line and We both exclaimed in triumph. The car stopped abruptly and Tom leaned over and gave me a passionate kiss, his warm lips colliding with mine. I smiled into the kiss and played with Toms braids. He pulled away with a smirk on his face, probably readying up a sly remark.

"You're my good luck charm."

I smiled in response to his sweet comment, this was unexpected but it made me feel very warm. Tom excited the car and hurried over to my side to open my door for me, he took my hand and helped me out. He was being a gentleman for once and I really enjoyed it.

"That was fucking amazing Tom."

"The race or the kiss?"

"Both."

He smiled and placed a kiss on my head, his strong arm wrapping around my waist. I was swooning over him at this point.

Tom lead me over to a group of guys, his arm still around my waist. He engaged in some small talk, people congratulating him and hyping him up. A guy came over and handed Tom a wad of cash, it looked to be about two thousand dollars. My eyes went wide at the realization that Tom made a lot of money from racing, that's how he can afford all this expensive stuff. He said his goodbyes and we headed back to the car, hand in hand now. Tom pulled me close to him as he leaned against the side of the car, his arms draped around me in a relaxed manner.

"Are you coming home with me tonight?"

I hadn't thought about this yet, I know I need to figure things out with James but spending this time with Tom has been the best distraction. I feel guilty but at the same time James didn't feel guilty when he was talking to another girl. I sighed rubbed my hands over my face.

"You need to go back with him don't you?" Tom said in a disgusted tone. He hated the thought of me being around James.

"I.. uh- we need to figure things out." I said softly, I felt ashamed.

Tom sighed and shook his head. His demeanor immediately changed from soft and gentle to irritated and rough.

"Fine. I'll give you a ride then." Tom muttered and pushed past me, he got in the car and slammed the door. I got in the car and closed it gently, keeping my eyes at my feet. He started the car and sped off, going just as fast as we were earlier.