After Everything

TESSA

i know Auden is hiding something and he is not telling me. the look he had looking down on his phone was very suspicious.

i tried to question it but he keeps changing the subject.... very smoothly might i add because most of the time i dont even realise that he did it. 

thankfully, today we can go home. 

during one of the days after hardin left i had my appointment for my second trimester update so emery had to come.

its going to the first day us 4 back together as a family after a few long weeks, technically us 6 back together if you count the 2 babies inside of me and emery.

im still shocked she is having a kid, i guess its taking a few moments to adjust that my kid is having her own kid. im glad she has parker, and i hope that he doesnt mess around with her... hardin was the opposite. although he loved Em i was by myself most of the time or at Landons house. Especially when Em was a young child and i was pregnant with Auden. After our son i guess he become more family orientated and thats because i had told him that i hate it when im alone. 

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"Lets watch a movie." Hardin says

"what shall we watch" em asks

"i wanna watch scream" Auden says

"No-" Em says before i cut her off.

"let Auden choose, he hasnt been able to watch anything for nearly a month."

emery rolls her eyes before putting it on and we both go to get the popcorn ready.

"Em darling..." i start off, and she  looks at me weird knowing that im going t ask her to do me a favour.

"Mum.... what is it?"

"Your brother is hiding something, and i think it links to the crash and i  need you to find out what it is. can you do that for me?"

"Umm.... i guess ill try.... maybe if i asks parker to find out because they are both guys..."

"NO! do not get Parker involved. you are his sister... please honey can you do it for me... for us." i say, placing my hand on her belly.

"fine, but i want 100 dollars."

"EMERY? UGH FINE!" i roll my eyes. hell no im giving her that much.

by the time we had our conversation the microwaveable popcorn was done.

we ended up watching the first 2 scream movies and then we started getting tired so we went to bed. hardin and audens injury have gotten better enough so they can both walk.

"i love you." hardin says out of nowhere.

"me too." i give him a smile.

"you know how much i hate that answer."

"i. love. you." turning around giving him the biggest kiss. his look never fails to turn me on. even though im pregnant, i straddle his waist and we start to kiss each other very aggressively. 

he gets his hand a massages my sore boobs. and begin dry humping him.

"we can have sex whilst im pregnant by the way." i tell him and he flashes me a smile as he swerves me beneath him and swaps our position. now he is on top.

he inseerts him self which earns him a very croaky moan.

i have been waiting for this moment.

*****

the next morning we were all resting, us from sex, auden from his injury and emery from pregnancy.

"hey mum can i go out?" auden asks.

"ummmm NOPE!"

"HUH WHY NOT!" he exclaims.

"because your  injured." i tell him

"dad?" he looks at hardin for help.

"whatever your mum says."

"PLEASE MUM!! only an hour and plus i am not even injured anymore." he points to his faded brusies. "they  dont hurt anymore"

"fine, but who are you going with and where?"

"im going with trey and to the park, i need to give him something" he says indicating to his full bag.

"let me see what it is."

"umm, no. its secretive to him and i promised i wont show anyone and your one of the person i can not show. sorry mum." he says before rushing out of the door.

i go to emerys room "do u have ur brothers location?" she had shared his live location from audens phone when he was too busy to notice. "follow him with parker, i changed my mind you cant drive pregnant but dont tell him anything. and see if trey is there."

she nods and calls parker to pick her up.

i dont know if i should tell hardin this. because what if it turns out i am overreacting and i will get the blame for spying on my own kids.

after an hour i recieved a message from emery. 

YOU ARE NOT GONNA BELIEVE THIS! OH MY GOODNESSS!

What she sent next had shocked me.