The Boy With The Blue Eyes

Chapter-36

Arshi's POV

You know that feeling when it feels like your whole world is breaking apart? When everything you strove to build just breaks down? When it feels like someone plunged a dagger into your heart and keeps twisting it but no blood ever flows out? When it feels like someone punched you hard in the stomach and you cant breathe? When you just want to take out your heart and throw it away hoping it will take all your pain away? I felt that the first time Rohan broke my heart. I thought I would never feel it with Niall. But now they are back. And they are a thousand times worse. I just dont know what to do. My laptop just beeped. Niall had tweeted. It was a picture of him and his beautiful blonde girlfriend sitting on his lap. The tears have not stopped since last night. The news is now everywhere. On the television, on the various facebook pages dedicated to One Direction and just everywhere. Hate is flooding in, rushing to bulid up all around me like a huge unbreakable wall, closing in every second. The one person who had promised me he would help me through it all has left, most probably forever. It then hit me hard. He is never coming back. Never. I called him, left messages but he never replied. It can only mean one thing. 

" You'll never love youself half as much as I love you,

And you'l never treat youself right darlin.............."

I looked up in shock half expecting Niall to come in walking through those doors and pulling me into his warm strong arms, telling me it was all a lie. I half expected to wake up from this terrible dream. But then I realised it was just my phone, vibrating beside the bed. I had never changed the ringtone. A thought hit me.......maybe it was Niall calling. With shaky knees, I rushed to the vibrating device. The caller-id shocked me. It was my mom calling. Mom never called me.

[A/N: YAAYYY!!! FONT CHANGE! Using a laptop for a change. Thank you for all the lovely comments!!! I crossed 25k+ reads!!!! Its UNBELIVABLE!! REALLY!! LOVE YOU ALL LOADS!!!xx ]