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you good? ~ 8

adriana texts me after a while in the sand alone with chris.:

adri bb

-yo why arn't you at school?

delivered 8:07 am

-lunaaaaaa
-are you coming today?

delivered 9:26 am

-is everything okay?

delivered 11:54 am
read 12:16 pm

hey adri, im good. i just skipped today
and im at the beach with chris-

- jesus kid i was getting worried
-also - beach? with chris?

mhmmm-

okay im going to tell you something and you
can be the only one that knows. not
even nova can know this.-

-tell. now.

im dating chris-

-HUH?!
-WHAT?
-BITCH NO FUCKING WAY

YOU SERIOUSLY CANNOT TELL ANYBODY-
WE ARE GONNA TELL PPL TGTHR-

-OBVIOUSLY
-I LOVE THIS FOR YOU
-oh my god. now my turn.

wdym???-

-i'm dating nova
-do you love him???

KNEW IT BITCH you guys are adorable-
i dunno yet. i mean i think i do but its wayy too early to say it.-

-LMAO TYSM
-DAMN YOU GO GIRL

lmao-
okay bb i gotta go but thank you for talking-

-ofc girly ily MAKE GOOD DECISIONS

read 12:28 pm

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"do you want to get food?" he asks as he looks over to me.
i think for a minute. ive had a good day, i might as well keep it good.
"sure"
"what do you want?"
"we should get kfc"
"alright"

its quiet for a minute.
"i told adriana" i said.
"about being together?"
"mhm" i say.
"okay"
"is that fine? i just needed to tell someone really bad."
"of course its okay luna. you can tell whoever you want"

again its quiet.
"im glad we did this"
"i am too" he tells me easily.
"what do i call you?"
"your boyfriend"
"well of course stupid, i mean like- i know you dont like 'baby' or 'babe' but what do you want me to call you"
"i dont care, as long as you dont call me babe im fine with "baby" in certain situations."
"okay. what about me?"
"you're 'my love'"
i smile widely and kiss him quickly.
"i love that"
"well you are my love, so you're 'my love'"
i laugh slightly.
"love?"i ask
"love." he assures me.

after a few hours we get back to chris's house after driving back to the school and matt driving is home after school.

we're laying in chris's bed, under the covers, i have one of his tee shirts on, along with underwear.
he puts his phone down and rolls over to face me, making eye contact.

"i happy your with me" he says.
"me too" i say back to him. his smile fades a little, but not in a bad way. i feel his hand glide under my shirt across my stomach. his hands are soft against me. his finger grazes my breast at first, then again a little harder. he's still looking in my eyes.
i smile at him letting him know it's okay.
then his hand slides down and across my waist again.
his pinky finger finds its way under the waistband of my underwear. i have butterflies in my stomach. how does he do this to me?

he slides his pinky a little further down and more butterflies.
"is this okay?" he whispers
i nod, unable to speak.

time passes and my shirt is off, and so is his.
i just lost my virginity. -consensually for the first time actually-

i smile at him and crawl on top of him to kiss him.
"i love you baby" i whisper
"i love you lou" he whispers back to me.
how can someone make you feel so special even when your in the darkest place you ever have been before? how is it possible?