17 - life decisions

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-- Laila's POV --

"You're what?!" I immediately bursted at her, taking a step closer with pure anger. "Listen, Laila, i'm sorry! It happened unexpectedly, i took the tests and it all came back positive." Natalie explained, raising my frustration even more.

"Oh, for god sake!" I brushed my fingers through my hair, walking away from her and to the kitchen. "You told me we were safe that night! That you took the fucking prescriptions! But you lied right in front of my fucking face?! What did you want to accomplish from that?! Tell me for god sake!" I walked back over to her, yelling in her face.

"Laila, i did take them! But of course pills aren't always the safest option if you want to protect yourself." Natalie's tone had calmed down as she confessed. "I swear to god i'm gonna kill you! Take the fucking abortion before it's late!"

"I can't do that.. I can't hurt a child." Natalie truly didn't take on the hints. Looking at me like she's the most innocent being right now. "Don't act dumb! You're just as demonic as your stupid little friend, Alex! Now don't even expect us to be together cause of that, understand?!"

"But Laila, i love you. I want you to be apart of my life. You're truly the perfect person there could be." Natalie just stared at me, watching her plead in the situation. "Get the fuck out! When that thing is born, i kid you not i'm gonna make a dna test. We'll see if you haven't lived it on with someone else." I pointed a finger at her, my anger so unbearably high.

We stayed in silence for a second or two. My eyes absorbed her face as it sort of showed stress from what i said. It definitely brought confusion since she didn't have a stressful feeling before but either way, i waited until she finally said or did something.

"You're heartless, Laila." She said it out before walking over to the front door. "I've searched a lot about you too, Natalie. Don't deny that you aren't as well." I got over to her, opening the door and gesturing her out.

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"Laila. Are you even here?" Grace had brought me out of my thoughts, my eyes locking on hers as i saw she had raised her glass for me to cheer. "Sorry, my bad." I pushed up a smile, taking the whiskey and cheering her.

"Listen, buddy. Either you speak or i'm gonna make your mood even worse right now." She leaned back, sipping the alcohol as i rethought the decision if i should speak to her about it since Casey and her are good friends besides they both met just yesterday.

"Grace, one promise you have to make to me than." I stared right at her, visible nervousness seen on my face. "What's up?" She looked at me confused yet intrigued.

"Don't even dare mention this to Casey, i fucking beg you. At least not right now." I spoke out. "Oh of course! You know all your secrets have stayed with me, trust me." Grace leaned forward, trying to get more comfortable.

"See the thing is. Today, Natalie came over." I began. "Natalie? Who's that?" She questioned, putting the glass down. "A friend of Casey's but besides that, me and her had a night together just two or three weeks ago, i don't even remember exactly because i was too lit to understand." I continued explaining.

"We agreed on the whole thing to be a one night stand. Genuinely even a mistake in my opinion but you won't even believe what the fuck i have gotten myself into."

"Oh you're raising my curiosity." Grace had chuckled out but my mood was nowhere near excitement. "Natalie's pregnant, Grace." I sort of whispered it out to her.

I watched Grace freeze for a second, trying to take in my confession understandably. "Stop lying, right now. When were you okay with making a women pregnant? Let alone someone you fucked drunk." She asked back to me with full calmness.

"That's the fucking thing! I don't want to waste my life's early ages for a fucking kid! Especially if it's from someone i barely know!" I downed my glass, pouring more in from the bottle.

"Oh, Laila, what shit have you spread over you? We haven't met for a week or so and i come back to hear this?" Grace didn't seem so affected by it since her lips formed a smile.

"Natalie said she took her prescription before we had sex, i even fucking saw her take them but today, she comes up to me and tells me she's carrying a fucking child!" I genuinely felt so lost on what to do, downing my glass empty again.

"Than how the hell did she get the effect from you? Listen, pills might not be the best thing to use but you can't be that unlucky, bud." Grace spoke out. "How do you know she's not lying though? Maybe she's just saying that to keep you close, the kid might not even be yours."

"Both options can be true. The dna test is something i'm gonna take immediately if she doesn't get the abortion but her lying about it, that's questionable. She barely knows me and let alone destroying 9 months of her life just to try and get us together is one dumb decision." I leaned back, trying my best to ease out.

"But actually, why don't you want Casey to know about this? She's just your secretary and so what if she finds out you made a whole ass kid to her best friend?" Grace changed the topic, having me pause for a second.

"Grace, it has became a little different with her. Things took a whole turn." I honestly couldn't help to smile to the thought. "Okay now. Speak up about it." Grace visibly smirked towards me. "We're not dating, haven't discussed that yet but the spark i have towards her is unbearable. Grace, i fucking love that women." I confessed it, absorbing as her smile widened.



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