𝐌𝐲 𝐅𝐚𝐧 𝐎𝐫 𝐅𝐚𝐞𝐧 ? [ ZeeNunew FF ]

15

Nunew's POV.

I walked alongside Zee as we walked towards the convenient store. I soon realized that Zee wasn't wearing a mask making me hold his arms making him turn to me.

"Are you sure it's okay for you to walk around the place without a mask ?" I asked , looking around hoping that no one will notice.

"I think it should be fine since it's 3:40 in the morning .." he said , chuckling. I then took out my cap from my bag.

"Here .. just to be sure .." I said , placing the cap on his head. I went on my tiptoe , fixing the cap , adjusting it. I then look at Zee , realizing how close we were. I soon lost my balance making me gasp softly but before I could fall , Zee grabbed me by my waist , holding me close. I held his shoulder tightly as he looked at me.

He looked into my eyes making me gulped my saliva nervously and soon heard footsteps making me move away , looking down shyly , clearing my throat.

"Let's go .." I said , walking into the convenient store.

"So why are we here again ?" Asked Zee as we walk past the snack area.

"Well , I thought you might need some fresh air .. after being in a studio for a few hours .." I said , picking out the snacks.

"Who knows with fresh air you could have some ideas or inspiration for your song .." I said , stopping as I turned to him. I then nod my head to the snacks making him frown in confusion.

"Take your favorite snack .. it's on me .." I said as he then chuckled before looking at the variety of snacks before grabbing one. He then placed the snack into the basket making me smile.

"Let's go .." I said , walking to the cashier once we got everything. I paid for everything and soon the lady gasp making me look up seeing that she was staring at P'Zee.

"Aow , Zee from Secret Crush .." she said as Zee look at her , smiling.

"Sawadeekrub .." he said , greeting her.

"Aoww , you must be working still~" she cooed making Zee chuckle.

"My daughter is a big fan of you and the boys ... she said that you boys keep working hard .. too hard .." she said as Zee chuckled.

"So , don't work too hard na~ no matter what the fans love you .." she said , smiling warmly making me smile , looking at Zee.

"Krub .." He said softly. I then pat Zee on the shoulder gently , nodding.

"Will get going first na .. thank you krub .." I said making her smile , nodding. Me and Zee then slowly walked out of the convenient store.

I turn to see Zee , smiling to himself making me nudged him on the arm.

"You're all smiley .." I said making him chuckle.

"It feels good to know that the fans appreciate the hard work the boys put in .." he said making me nod.

"Zee , no matter what the fans will notice the hard work you boys put in .." I said.

"Just like me .. I see how much hard work and effort that you boys put in .." I continued as he then sigh.

"The reason why Nita wanted to talk to me is because she said that my song was rejected again .." he said as I slowly look at him.

"She said my song was lacking of emotions .." he continued.

"I've been getting the same feedback .. and now I really don't know what to do .." he said , sighing.

"I am out of inspiration .." he said.

"I just want you to know .. you're an amazing artist Zee .." I said.

"I get it , it's stressful but don't let whatever feedback you got , let you down .." I continued as he look down. I then sigh , trying to figure out how to help him.

"My mom once said that if I ever felt lost at any point of my life .. I should always think about one thing .. it could be anything .." I said.

"So .. when I need inspiration , I'll think about my mom .." I said making him look at me with warm eyes.

"Whenever I feel lost , I'll think of her .." I said , smiling softly.

"So .. whenever you feel lost .. just think something or someone .. after that , write down the first thing that comes to your mind .." I said as I then realized Zee stopped walking making me turn to him.

"You coming ?" I asked as he then smile softly , jogging up to me.

We were back in Zee's studio. I sat on the couch while Zee sat at his desk.

"Zee .." I called out making him turn to me.

"Susu na~" I said , giggling softly making him smile fondly , nodding. He then turned his back on me as I look at him proudly.

- later ( time check : 4:50 am ) -

Zee's POV.

I leaned back , feeling stuck. I look at the time seeing it was close to 5 in the morning. I turned around in my chair seeing Nunew who fell asleep with his laptop on his lap. I chuckled fondly as I slowly got up , walking towards him. I look at him as I then slowly grabbed his laptop , placing it aside. I grabbed a pillow , placing it on the arm of the couch. I gently pulled Nunew down , holding him by his head as I made him lay on the pillow. He sigh , fixing his sleeping position. I then grabbed a spare blanket , placing it over his body.

I kneeled down his level , looking at his face. His cheeks was puffed up making him look adorable and soft. I then pulled a strand of his bangs back , slightly.

"Why is my heart beating fast around you hm ?" I asked as I then got up , walking back to my desk.

"So .. whenever you feel lost .. just think something or someone .. after that , write down the first thing that comes to your mind .."

I turned back to Nunew and soon I started writing down a few word.

"You .." I said softly.

"Always ..." I wrote down. I then went on my keyboard , playing a few chords that came into my mind. After a while , I got the idea of how the song will be like.

- later -

Nunew's POV.

I frown , realizing I fell asleep. I slowly opened my eyes , rubbing it as I look around. I soon heard soft snores making me turn to see Zee fast asleep on the couch beside me . I smile softly before grabbing the blanket that was on me. I placed it over his body , making sure he was covered properly. I kneeled down to his level , watching him sleep.

"You did well .. Zee Pruk .." I said before getting up , walking back to the couch to continue some work.