𝐌𝐲 𝐅𝐚𝐧 𝐎𝐫 𝐅𝐚𝐞𝐧 ? [ ZeeNunew FF ]

48

- next day -

Nunew's POV.

"Nhu .. Nhu .. wake up na .." I frown , opening my eyes slowly.

"We are at your house already .." he said making sit up , looking around at the surroundings. He chuckled , caressing my head as I yawn , rubbing my eyes.

"Did you not sleep last night hm ? You slept the whole ride here .." he said as I sigh.

"Sorry .. I didn't realize I fell asleep .." I said.

"Don't worry .. I'll wait here in the car while you get change na .." he said making me nod , grabbing my bag as I unbuckle my seatbelt.

"I'll be right back .." I said as I left the car , walking towards the gate. I slide open the door seeing Fae , getting ready for work.

"Hey you .. there you are , I was about to call you .." she said as I placed my bag down.

"Sorry , I was too tired that I forgot to call to tell you that I was on the way home .." I said making her chuckle. I sigh heavily , rubbing my face as she then came over to me. She cupped my cheeks making me look up to her.

"You okay ? Your face is pale as if you saw a ghost .." she said.

"I'm fine .." I said softly.

"I just got a lil sleep .." I said making her sigh.

"Are you sure ?" She asked making me nod.

"Look , I am okay , hundred percent okay .. I gotta go and get ready for work .." I said as I squeezed her arm reassuringly before grabbing my bag , walking upstairs to get change leaving Fae downstairs.

- later -

I stare into the floor as the boys practice. I just couldn't get Ton out of my head.

"Why did I have to meet him last night ?" I thought as I ran my fingers through my hair. All of a sudden , my hands started shaking making me clutch them. I quickly got up , leaving the room to get some fresh air. I went to the outdoor roof , wanting to get some fresh air. I look at my hands that was still shaking , sighing heavily.

"Stop shaking .. please .." I thought , clutching my hand.

"Nhu ?" I jumped at the voice , turning around to see Zee.

"Zee .. you scared me .." I said , touching my chest.

"You okay ?" He asked , walking over to me.

"Yeah , I just needed fresh air .." I said as he then caress my cheek. I look into his eyes , seeing nothing but worry. I held his hand that was against my cheek.

"I am okay .. I promise .." I said reassuringly making him sigh , nodding. He then pulled me into his embrace.

"I am here na .." he said as I nod , hugging him back. I sigh softly , clutching his shirt tightly.

- later -

I sat next to Zee as the boys had their early dinner in the practice room. I look down to my food , not having the appetite to eat.

"Is there something wrong with the food ?" Asked Zee making me look up to him.

"What ? No .. no worries it's okay .." I said , taking a bite out of the chicken as all of the boys look at me.

"How about a game ?" Asked Boun as the boys turned to him.

"It's called name three things base on the theme .." he said as the boys nod.

"Okay , Mark , you go first .." said Boun as Mark nod.

"Three most important things in your life .." said Boun.

"Family , Secret Crush and our fans .." he answered making all of us smile as Katcha pat his back.

"Okay Zee .. you turn .." said Mark.

"Three words that define the word love." Said Mark as I look at Zee.

"Hm .. that's easy .." he said.

"Trust ... forever and lastly .. strength .." answered Zee as he look at me making me smile warmly. The boys made teasing sound making me chuckle softly.

"Okay .. Nhu , you're next .. three places you hate to go to .." said Tommy.

"Oh um .." I said as I chuckled.

"Gym .. haunted houses .. and um .." I said and soon remembered one place that I hated the most.

"High school .." I said as the boys look at me.

"High school ?" Asked Talay making me nod.

"That's the first time I heard someone say high school .." said Boun making the rest nod. Zee then placed his hand on mine making me look at him , smiling softly.

After practice , I walked out of the building with the boys.

"Zee , you coming back to the dorm ?" Asked Boun.

"Not today .. I'll be at my own apartment .." answered Zee.

"Nhu , you coming ?" Asked Tommy.

"I'll be going with Zee .." I answered as the boys nod. The boys then bid farewell as they got into the van. I waved at Max and soon the van slowly leave the place.

"Let's go and get you home .." he said as he rubbed my back before walking to his car. I look at him as he then stop his track , realizing I wasn't following him.

"You coming ?" He asked.

"I was wondering if .. I could stay with tonight .." I said as he smile softly , nodding.

"Let's go .." he said as I smile before walking over to him. We got into the car as he then drove back to his apartment.

- Zee's Apartment -

I walked into Zee's room with Zee following from behind. I placed my bag on the chair , walking over to the bed. I sat down as Zee removed his hoodie , sitting next to me. I look at Zee , smiling softly as he caress my cheek. He then grabbed my chin , placing his lips on mine. I close my eyes replying to his kiss. Things then started escalating.

I soon felt Zee's hand on my shirt making me pull away. Zee look at me confused at my action.

"I-I am sorry .. I ... um .. don't think we should do it tonight .." I said as he slowly put his hand down.

"Zee , I am sorry .. I .."

"Hey .. it's okay ... if you don't want to do it .. it's fine .." he said , caressing my cheek. I sigh , looking down to my hand.

"Why do I feel like you're not telling me something hm ?" He asked making me look at him.

"You've been off lately .. something is wrong and I can feel it .." he said.

"What's wrong hm ?" He asked.

"Talk to me baby .." he said softly as I breathed shakily. I look at Zee before hugging him.

"I am okay .. I just needed a hug .." I said , knowing it was just an excuse. He wrapped his arms around my waist , hugging me back tightly. I then pulled away , caressing his cheek before placing my lips onto his. I slowly straddled onto his lap , pushing him down as I unbuttoned my shirt. I pulled away , looking at him.

"I thought you said you didn't want to do it .." He said softly.

"I want to .. I want to do it with you tonight .." I said as I then crashed my lips on his.

- later night -

I look at Zee who was fast asleep. I caress his cheek as he slept soundly. I couldn't sleep after doing it. I sigh heavily before snuggling up to Zee making him tighten his grip around me.

"I am so sorry Zee .." I thought.