𝐌𝐲 𝐅𝐚𝐧 𝐎𝐫 𝐅𝐚𝐞𝐧 ? [ ZeeNunew FF ]

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Nunew's POV.

"So now let me ask you .. how are you so sure that your love with Zee can continue ?" She asked as I stood quiet , not knowing what to say. She sigh , placing her hand on my shoulder.

"I know you love Zee. But if you really love him , you should know what's best for him .. and for yourself. It's up to you whether you are ready for the world to talk about Zee in a way no one wants to see. May I remind you Nhu , the entertainment world is not a safe place for you. You don't belong in this entertainment world like Zee. This is Zee's time to shine and no one will or can ever bring him down." She said.

"So , take my advice and do what's best for Zee and that is to call your relationship off before things get out of hands." She said making me look at her. She then walked past me , leaving me standing there alone. I slowly looked into the room through the window seeing Zee smiling widely as he talked to the boys. Tears rolled down my cheek unconsciously as I clutch my fist. I then quickly walked towards the bathroom.

I splashed the cold water on my face , sighing heavily as Miss Nita's words flood my mine. I breathe in and out slowly , trying to calm myself down.

I walked back to the dance room slowly , not being able to get her words out and trying to stay positive.

"There you are .." I lifted my head up seeing Zee. I faked my smile before walking towards him. Zee held my hand gently as I look up to him.

"Where did you go huh ? I was looking all over for you .." he said as he then frown , caressing my cheek.

"You okay ?" He asked making me nod.

"You look like you just cried .." he said , caressing my under eyes. I chuckled dryly , holding his hand that was against my cheek.

"I am fine .. I am just so ..." I look at him in the eyes , try to hold back my tears.

"I am just so .. proud of you .. Zee Pruk .." I said , chuckling as he then smile. He then hugged me tightly , lifting me off the ground slightly.

"I love you .." he said softly as my smile slowly disappeared , hugging him tightly.

"I love you too .." I said softly as I then close my eyes making a tear escaped from my eyes.

- next few days -

I watch as the boys had their dress rehearsal at the venue for Kazz Awards. I stood beside Max as Max bopped his head along to the song that the boys was performing. I soon turned my head seeing Mr Park and Miss Nita. Soon her words came into my head again.

"So , take my advice and do what's best for Zee and that is to call your relationship off before things get out of hands."

"Nhu ?" I snapped out of my thoughts , seeing Max looking at me worriedly.

"You okay ? You look pale .." he said as he placed his hand on my shoulder.

"Y-Yeah .. I am just a little tired .." I said , chuckling softly making him nod.

"Don't worry .. tonight , you can rest since the boys said that they wanted to have dinner together .. just to celebrate their success so far before their big day comes .." he said making me smile , nodding.

Soon the boys finished their rehearsal. I soon saw Miss Nita walking towards Zee. I watch as they converse. Zee had a smile on his face as he talk. I touch my necklace , sighing heavily.

"Yo .. Nhu .. you okay ?" Asked Talay as I then nod , smiling.

"Let's get you all changed so we can have our dinner .." I said as the boys cheered. I look at Zee before following the boys.

- later -

"Cheers !!" The boys exclaimed as we all cling our glasses together.

"To us , winning our awards !" Said Boun as the boys cheered except me. I drank my water as Zee placed his arm around my shoulder making me smile weakly.

"Look at how far we've come , we got a nomination for artist of the year .. and our amazing leader got nominated for song of the year .. next stop , a huge world tour !" Exclaim Mark as the boys cheered.

"Just imagine us .. going big .. like we always dreamed of .." said Tommy making Zee nod.

"Soon enough , our dreams will come true .." said Katcha.

"Should we make a toast again but this time , Zee , our leader , why don't you say some few words .." said Talay as Zee chuckled , shaking his head but the boys cooed. Zee sigh as he then got up making me turn to him.

"Um okay .... I just wanted to say thank you .." he said.

"Thank you for putting your trust on me .. I am glad we didn't give up .. because look at where we are now .. we are one step to getting what we want .." he said as he then look at me.

"We wouldn't be here .. if isn't because of our huge motivator .. Nhu." He said.

"You're the reason why we're here .. you're the reason why I am here too ... thank you .. for everything that you've done for me .. and for us .." he said as he then chuckled.

"I love you .." he said making the boys do teasing sound.

"This toast , goes to Nhu." He said raising his glass.

"To Nhu !!" Shouted the boys as they raised their glasses. I smile weakly , raising my glass. Zee sat down , kissing my temple as I chuckled dryly.

After dinner , me and Zee decided to take a walk in the park nearby our restaurant. Zee held my hand as we walk. We then stop at nearby lake , facing it as the moon reflects on the water. Zee then wrapped his arms around me from the back as I smile softly.

"I am so happy .." he said as I listened to him.

"It's like my dreams are finally coming together .." he said as he then slowly turned me around to face him.

"But I wouldn't have done it without you .." he said making me look up to him.

"I am so glad that you're here with me .." he said , lifting my hand as he placed a kiss on my knuckles.

"Are you happy ?" He asked making me smile , nodded.

"So happy .." I said softly as I then push myself up to place a peck on his lips. He then smile , hugging me tightly. I close my eyes , trying to hold my tears back. After a while , he pulled back , caressing my cheek.

"Let's get you home .." he said , holding my hand as I then nod. We walked back to Zee's car. I look down , letting his hand go making him turn back , confused.

"Nhu ? You coming ?" He asked as I breathed in and out slowly.

"Do you think .. I could.. stay at your place tonight ?" I asked looking at him. He look at me stunned before nodding. He walked over to the other car door , opening it before looking at me. I clutch my bag before walking to him , getting in the car.