𝐌𝐲 𝐅𝐚𝐧 𝐎𝐫 𝐅𝐚𝐞𝐧 ? [ ZeeNunew FF ]

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Nunew's POV.

"Do you want some snacks ?" Asked Zee as we entered the apartment.

"We could watch a movie and cu-." I grabbed Zee's cheeks , crashing my lips onto his making him stumble slightly before holding onto my waist. I pulled away , breathing hard as Zee look at me. He then grabbed the back of my neck , crashing his lips onto mine. I push his jacket off as he did the same for me making our jacket dropped onto the ground. Zee then squeezed my waist as a sign for me to jump. I jump , wrapping my legs around his waist as he held me tightly , still not pulling away from the kiss.

We entered the room as Zee kicked the door close with his legs. He then placed me on the bed , hovering above me. He pulled back , sitting up slightly as he took his shirt off , throwing it to the ground. He then unbuttoned my shirt , pulling it off before discarding it to the ground where the rest of the clothes were. He leaned down , placing his lips on mine as I grasp the back of his hair. He pushed in his tongue as my hand then went to his belt making him pull away slightly , unbuckling his belt , pulling both of his boxers and pants down. He unbuttoned my pants , pulling it down along with my boxers. I look up to him as he then caress my cheek. My hand went to his cheek as he then placed his lips on my neck making me sigh. I arched my back as he pushed himself in. I gripped his back , moaning softly as he moved slowly.

After a while , I throw my head back as I reached my high. I breathe hard as sweat rolled down my forehead. Zee lifted his head up , breathing hard as sweat rolled down his forehead. I caress his cheek as he placed his lips on mine gently. He peck my cheeks lovingly as I smile weakly.

- later -

I look at Zee as he smile , holding me close. I caress his cheeks softly.

"Zee .." I said softly making him hum in a response.

"What will I do if I disappear all of a sudden ?" I asked as he chuckled , leaning down to my lips. He placed a peck continuously making me whine softly , pushing him away slightly by the chest.

"Zee .. I am asking you a question .." I said as he then ignored me again , placing loving pecks on my neck making me push him away slightly , looking at him , wanting an answer.

"I would find you .. no matter how long I take .." he said.

"But .. I know you won't disappear from me .. right ?" He asked making me look at him. He then sigh , moving close to lay his head on my chest making me caress his head gently.

"I love you .." he muffled on my chest. I look down to him , not saying anything.

"I am hurting you , Zee .." I whispered making him lift his head up.

"You can never hurt me .." he said.

"But what if I do ?" I asked.

"Nothing will stop me from loving you." He said as I look at him.

"I can never hate you. I'll continue to love you. Always." He said , smiling softly before laying his head back onto my chest as I slowly caressed his bare back. I sigh , looking at Zee weakly as I then close my eyes , trying to hold back my tears.

"God .. please keep me strong .." I thought.

- later night -

I wore my shirt back , grabbing my jacket as I then turned back to Zee who is fast asleep. I texted Fae , glancing at Zee to make sure he was asleep.

After a while , my phone buzz making me look down to see a text message from Fae.

"I am sorry , Zee .." I whispered before grabbing my bag , walking out the room quietly. I closed the door quietly , grabbed my shoes as I then turned to look at the apartment one last time before heading out.

I walked out of the lift , seeing Fae. She then turned to me as tears welled up in my eyes.

"Nhu .." she said softly. Tears rolled down my cheeks as I let out a sob before running into her arms. I hugged her tightly , sobbing as she rubbed my back.

"It's okay babyboy .." she whispered as I hide my face on her shoulder. She then pulled away , cupping my cheeks , wiping my tears away as she then opened the car door for me.

"Let's go .." she said. I got in as she close the door , running to the other side. She got in , starting the car and soon drove off.

I walked into the living room slowly , plopping down onto the couch as I stare into blank space. Fae sat beside me , placing her hand on mine.

"Talk to me .. what's wrong ?" She asked as I look at her. My lips quiver as I fought back my tears. I then breathed in and out before telling her everything.

"Oh Nhu ..." she said pulling me into her embrace. I leaned my head on her chest as she caressed my head gently.

"I don't have much to say .. but I want you to know .. you know what's the best for you and Zee. It's up to you to make the decision." She said as tears rolled down my cheeks , touching the necklace that Zee gave me on my birthday.

- next morning -

I look at Mr Park who was reading my letter. He sigh , placing the paper down before looking at me.

"You .. want to resign ?" He asked making me nod slowly.

"What made you decide to do this ?" He asked.

"I was thinking .. of furthering my studies .. in London .." I said making him nod slowly.

"Is that the only reason ? Did you and the boys fought or something ?" He asked making me shake my head.

"Then .. did you and Zee b-."

"Mai. I just think that this is an opportunity for me to grow and be better at what I do." I said as he sigh.

"Well .. it's hard for me to let you go .. but I respect your decision .." he said making me smile weakly.

"Thank you na .. for taking care of the boys the whole time." He said.

"Thank you .. for this wonderful experience." I said , putting my hand together in respect.

I walked towards the practice room , opening the door seeing the boys except Zee gathering. They all turned to me as I smile weakly. Boun slowly approached me before hugging me tightly.

"Why do you have to leave us ?" He croaked making me chuckle dryly , holding back my tears before rubbing his back.

"I am so sorry .." I whispered as tears rolled down my cheeks.