𝐌𝐲 𝐅𝐚𝐧 𝐎𝐫 𝐅𝐚𝐞𝐧 ? [ ZeeNunew FF ]

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- two days later ( concert d-day ) -

Nunew's POV.

"So how are you ?" Asked Talay as I sipped my milkshake.

"Probably dying on the inside .." I chuckled dryly.

"Zee is still avoiding me .." I continue.

"What about you ? Any chance of talking to him ?" I asked.

"He is still ignoring me .." he answered as I sigh.

"I hate it .. I hate this .." I said , pouting softly.

"Why can't see that .. I like him ?" I asked , sighing heavily.

"I just want him to know how .. happy he makes me feel .. and like how I love being around him .." I continue as I smile weakly.

"Being with him .. is like real happiness .." I said softly.

"You must like Zee so much huh .." said Talay as I look at him , nodding slowly. He chuckled , patting my head before getting up.

"Let's go .. we gotta head to the concert venue and prepare for tonight .." he said making me nod , grabbing my bag. We then walked out of the cafe.

Out of a sudden Talay froze in his spot making me frown , turning to him.

"Alai ?" I asked as he look at a direction. I then slowly turned to where he was looking and soon gasp as my eyes widened seeing Nat and Max , holding hands as they walk.

"Oh my god .. this is not happening." I said.

"Let's go." I said , grabbing Talay's arm , dragging him along making him welp slightly.

"Natasitt Uareksit !!" I shouted making both Nat and Max turn to me. Nat's eyes widened, seeing me as I fold my arms. He turn to Max who look at me scared.

I fold my arms as I sat in the car while Talay drove and both Nat and Max at the back.

"Talk." I said.

"Nhu .. don't be angry na .." said Nat as I turned back to them.

"Angry ? Why didn't you tell me the guy you're seeing is Max ?" I asked.

"That's because you're busy and all .. and plus .. I didn't want you to freak out that I am dating your colleague .." he said as I glare at the both of them. I then sigh as my eyes soften. I put my hand out for Nat. He held it , looking at me and then at Max.

"Do you love Max ?" I asked making him nod.

"Then .. I am not mad .." I said , smiling softly.

"You deserve to be happy .. and if being with Max makes you happy .. I am happy .." I said as he then smile softly.

"Jelly~" he cooed as I then glared at Max.

"If you ever hurt my best friend , you are dead meat Saran Rujeerattanavorapan." I said making Max gulp , nodding. I then turned to Nat , smiling as Nat giggled.

- later -

"Okay guys ! Last 5 minutes before you're up on stage !" Shouted Max as the backstage was full of chaos. I handed the boys their drinks to keep them hydrated. I then had one last bottle as I look around to see who didn't get their drink yet. I soon saw Zee , getting his makeup retouch. I soon realized he didn't get his water yet. I breathe in and out , mustering my courage to approach him.

"Zee .." I said making him turn. He look at me as I then lifted my hand that was holding the bottle. He nod slowly , grabbing the bottle before walking past me without saying anything. I clutch my fist , breathing in and out.

"Come on guys ! Let's do a group circle .." said Max as I walked towards the boys. I went in between Mark and Talay as we all place our arms around each other's back.

"Remember what happened in close doors stays behind close door , you all go out there and have fun !" Exclaimed Max making everyone cheer. Talay high fived me making me smile as I then turned to Zee who was already standing by. I sigh as Max pat my back.

- later -

I watch the monitor as the boys finish their ground piece. Soon it was time for Zee's solo. I watch as he got on stage making the crowd go crazy.

"So um before I get to the song , this song was inspired by love. I wrote this song for those who are not able to express their feelings to someone they love , including me." He said as he look at the camera making it seems he was looking directly at me through the monitor.

"Hope you all enjoy." He said and soon the lights went off and the intro of the song starts.

I listen to every word he sang  , knowing that I might have hurt him. I soon realized not only I was hurting , Zee himself was hurting too. I then teared up. Soon I felt a hand on my back making me turn to see Talay. I smile weakly as he shook his head making me wipe my tears , sniffling.

Talay's POV.

I watch as Nunew tried holding back his tears as he watched Zee. I sigh as I squeeze his shoulder , comforting him. I then look at the monitor , breathing deeply.

"I have to fix this." I thought.

- later night ( after the concert ) -

Nunew's POV.

I walked into my room , putting my bag down as I plopped down on the bed. I sigh , looking up to the ceiling. An idea popped up in my head as I sat up and soon decided to post something at the official website.

Zee's POV.

I sigh , looking up to the sky and soon my phone buzz making me look down to my phone. I soon saw a new post from the website LovelyZP. I pressed on it , reading it.

@LovelyZP : Today I am going to share something different. This past few days , I thought I have give up in confessing to someone I love but actually , I never did give up confessing my love for that person. The reason why I thought of giving up is because I messed up big time. It was all because I didn't want to get hurt .. and acted like a coward.

But what I realize is that .. maybe instead of being a coward , I should be more braver because I am sure of my feelings. So for those of you is going through this .. I hope you muster that courage up and just go for it. So that you won't go through what I went through. Susuna.

I sigh , looking at the post before looking up to the sky.

"Is what I'm doing the right thing ?" I thought.

Nunew's POV.

I look at the post before breathing in and out. I then decided to text Zee.

I sigh , putting my phone down and soon my phone started ringing making me look down to my phone, seeing the called ID. I accepted the call , placing my phone next to my ear.

"Aow , Boun , what's up ?" I asked and soon my eyes widened.

"HUH ?! What did you say ?! Fight ?!" I exclaimed.

"Er ! Stay there ! I am coming !" I exclaim , grabbing my bag as I ran out of the room.