𝐌𝐲 𝐅𝐚𝐧 𝐎𝐫 𝐅𝐚𝐞𝐧 ? [ ZeeNunew FF ]

21

Nunew's POV.

I smile to myself as I walked towards the green room with a box in my hand. Sudden the box was taken out of my hand making me jump in shock to see Talay.

"Aow , Talay .. you scared me .." I said , touching my chest.

"What are you doing , carrying a box with a injured hand ?" He scolded teasingly making me smile softly.

"Let me help .." he said as I nod. The both of us then slowly made our way to the green room.

"You're early today .." I said as we walk.

"Well .. I bought us breakfast .." he said making me frown.

"Us ?" I asked making him nod.

"Well I'd figured that you would come to work early soo I bought us breakfast from a bakery nearby our dorm .." he said as he then push the door opened with his leg while I turned on the lights. He placed the box down on the table as I plopping down on the sofa , placing my bag aside. Talay then plopped down beside me with a plastic bag in his hand.

"Tada~" he said revealing the bread he got from the bakery.

"This is the best bread in the bakery .." he said handing it to me.

"Well thank you~" I said making him chuckle as he took out his. I unwrapped the bread as he did the same. I took a bite and soon my eyes lit up at how good the bread was. I turned to Talay with a speechless look.

"I know !" He exclaimed as I giggled.

"Wow .. I have never tasted a good bread before .." I said , speechless as I took a bite.

"The chocolate isn't that sweet right ?" He asked making me nod , taking another bite , earning a chuckle from Talay.

"Slow down or else you'll choke .." he said as I look at him innocently.

"Look at you , you eat like a baby .." he said as I touch my lips to see if there's chocolate.

"Here .. let me help .." he said as he then reached his hand out , wiping the corner of my lips with his thumb. He look at me as I then chuckled.

"Hm , thank you !" I exclaimed as I ate.

"Nhu .." he said making me hum.

"Do you like Zee ?" He asked all of a sudden making me freeze as I slowly look at him.

"What are you talking about ? Zee is just a friend to me .. I treat all of the members as my friends .." I said , chuckling.

"I mean .. more than a friend .." he said as I look at Talay. He look at me as I then saw something in his eyes. It was as if he was .. sad.

"Talay .. I-." Before I could continue , the door opened and the voices of members was heard making me stood up , clearing my throat.

"Oh hey Nhu .. aow Talay .. you're early .." said Boun as Zee then walked into the room. His eyes landed on me as I look at him. He then looked at Talay making me clear my throat.

"Let me go and see whether the stage is ready for you all .." I said , walking past Zee.

- later -

I watch the boys as they did their rehearsals. I then saw Talay making me remember what he asked before.

"Do you like Zee ?" He asked all of a sudden making me freeze as I slowly look at him.

"I mean .. more than a friend .." he said.

I then look at Zee. I clutch my fist , gulping my saliva nervously.

"Am .. I .. in love with .. Zee ?" I thought.

"Hey , you okay ?" Asked Max as he nudged my arm making me snapped out of my thoughts.

"Huh ? Y-Yeah .. I think I need to use the washroom .." I said as I got up , walking towards the washroom.

I splash the cold water on my face , sighing as I look at myself in the mirror.

"Urgh , my head is all hurting for thinking so much .." I thought.

"I need a breather .. fresh air .." I said as I then fish out my phone , texting Max.

I placed my phone back into my pocket once I saw Max's reply. I then remembered that there was an open rooftop in the building. I decided to go and get some breather up there.

I walked towards the railing , leaning my forearm against it as I close my eyes , feeling the breeze hitting my skin gently.

"Now this is better .." I thought , sighing. I stood there for quite sometime , just taking in the breeze. I soon felt something cold against my cheek making me jolt in surprise, opening my eyes to see Zee , holding a bottle of cold water.

"Surprise much .." he said.

"Zee .." I said.

"I was wondering where you went so I asked Max .. Max told me you needed a breather .." he said as I hum , nodding.

"Here .. water .." he said as I smile slight , grabbing the water from him.

"Thanks .." I said , taking a sip.

"Beautiful day huh .." he said as I nod slowly.

"It is .." I said softly. I then look down , sighing.

"How I wish it was like this everyday .. just peaceful .." I said.

"I do too .." he said making me look at him.

"After being part of a idol group .. I realized I don't have much freedom .." he said.

"I haven't really gotten the time for myself ever sinceI joined Secret Crush .." he continued.

"It's always either the studio or dance practice .." he said , chuckling.

"You know that's why I wrote the song , nobody .." he said.

"Not everyone knows how lonely being an idol will be .." he continued. I then look at Zee , knowing how tough must it be for him. Thinking back , it must be tough for all idols. Them choosing this pathway isn't easy because they threw their freedom just like that. They work hard just for their fans.

I gently placed my hand on Zee's making him turn to me.

"You did well na , Zee Pruk .." I said , smiling warmly making him freeze.

"Let's go ..  the rest should be looking for us ..." I said , wanting to walk away but all of a sudden , Zee grabbed my wrist making me turn to him. He then pulled me to his embrace making me freeze in shock.

"Thank you na .. for being here ..." he said softly as I stood there frozen but soon slowly wrapped my arms around his broad shoulder , hugging him back. I smile , rubbing his back , comforting him.

Me and Zee stood in the elevator , waiting for it to reach the floor. Me and Zee then turned to each other before bursting out into laughter. I watch as Zee had a huge smile on his face.

"Maybe .. I am .. in love with Zee .." I thought.